I went to the homeless meal but there was a long que and I cannot stand very well and didn't want to be in a crowd. So I came back here to the computer.
I have managed to disinfect and tidy the finger and nail that hit the wall so resoundingly when I fell the other night, so it is on it's way to recovery, but the arm and wrist that took the impact have sharp pains running through them.
Did I tell you about what the doctor's notes said about me? He referred me for psychological help, which I was quite happy with but unsure why, so I asked the nurse, she said the notes said 'The patient says she has asperger's syndrome and presents with the correct symptoms, etc etc, nothing scary in there, just that my Aspergers with anxiety and trauma could do with help, and the doctor entirely agrees and understands that psychiatry and pills don't work with Asperger Syndrome.
Oh God I am in so much pain, why did you allow the church to lie about me on record, doesn't the commandment about bearing false witness count at all?!
A survivor of Church abuse and cover ups goes on battling for her voice to be heard. A daily account of life after the Diocese of Winchester destroyed her and the slow and painful steps to rebuilding a life.
Introduction
This is a merge of my 'Wanderer' blog that tells of two years of my three years on the streets, and a new blog that tells of my life after the Diocese of Winchester ripped through my life for for the last few years on top of the previous serious harm that left me homeless
This is a day to day blog of my life as I continue to survive, work on recovery and on the social problems that I have and try to come to terms with limitless traumas I have survived along the way.
This blog is in tandem with my blog about my experiences in the Church of England http://whatreallyhappenedinthechurch.blogspot.co.uk/
The former name of this blog and the name of it's sister blog are to do with my sense of humour, which I hope to keep to the end, which appears to be ever more rapidly approaching. At least I laughed, and I laughed at the people who were destroying me. Don't forget that.
The former name of this blog and the name of it's sister blog are to do with my sense of humour, which I hope to keep to the end, which appears to be ever more rapidly approaching. At least I laughed, and I laughed at the people who were destroying me. Don't forget that.
Here are my books, which I wrote for you if you would like to know more: http://www.lulu.com/spotlight/JJNP
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