Introduction

This is a merge of my 'Wanderer' blog that tells of two years of my three years on the streets, and a new blog that tells of my life after the Diocese of Winchester ripped through my life for for the last few years on top of the previous serious harm that left me homeless
This is a day to day blog of my life as I continue to survive, work on recovery and on the social problems that I have and try to come to terms with limitless traumas I have survived along the way.
This blog is in tandem with my blog about my experiences in the Church of England http://whatreallyhappenedinthechurch.blogspot.co.uk/

The former name of this blog and the name of it's sister blog are to do with my sense of humour, which I hope to keep to the end, which appears to be ever more rapidly approaching. At least I laughed, and I laughed at the people who were destroying me. Don't forget that.

Here are my books, which I wrote for you if you would like to know more: http://www.lulu.com/spotlight/JJNP

Sunday, 23 October 2011

Good morning, the computer has turned everything pink.
Last night I went to the samaritans. The library closes at 8, and the soup kitchen opens at 10, so between those times is an ideal time to go to the samaritans. This branch normally doesn't do cups of tea as some other branches do, but last night they provided plenty of tea and biscuits.
Soup kitchen was fairly quiet and uneventful, I got all the food and tea I needed, and then I bedded down very comfortably for the night. I asked Jesus to keep me company and guard me, and He probably did, because next thing I knew my alarm was going off to tell me it was morning, a chilly clear morning, I walked down to the market, no money for tea, but I was going to go and listen to the gossip and laughter and borrow a mug so I could brew on my stove, they provided me with several mugs of tea anyway, on the promise that I will run to Tesco for anything they need tomorrow.
My breakfast is biscuits, goodness knows what lunch will be, and I can't cope with church today so I won't get any invites to lunch.
I go to the toilets for a wash, my wash kit is very depleted now, and I have no clean socks or underwear, but I take my boots and socks off and spray them with deodourant and anti-fungal spray, and I wet wipe and deodourise the rest of me.
There is an old homeless lady who comes in here, she really smells, and I always think people will blame me.

Now I am in the library. My next stop is a cup of tea at the Salvation Army at 11.30, and after that I don't know, weekends can be difficult.

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