Introduction

This is a merge of my 'Wanderer' blog that tells of two years of my three years on the streets, and a new blog that tells of my life after the Diocese of Winchester ripped through my life for for the last few years on top of the previous serious harm that left me homeless
This is a day to day blog of my life as I continue to survive, work on recovery and on the social problems that I have and try to come to terms with limitless traumas I have survived along the way.
This blog is in tandem with my blog about my experiences in the Church of England http://whatreallyhappenedinthechurch.blogspot.co.uk/

The former name of this blog and the name of it's sister blog are to do with my sense of humour, which I hope to keep to the end, which appears to be ever more rapidly approaching. At least I laughed, and I laughed at the people who were destroying me. Don't forget that.

Here are my books, which I wrote for you if you would like to know more: http://www.lulu.com/spotlight/JJNP

Friday, 9 November 2012

Hi Bloggys,
This morning I have done a card for someone, I owed someone a sorry card, because I am human and I err a whole lot sometimes. so that is in the post.
I went and had a shower and a cuppa, and I went to my church and was grabbed and fed more tea there. They seem to understand that I run on tea and die without it.

This morning I got some tablets called Kalms, they are hops and valerium and are designed to make you so stoned that you stop caring, I need a break from anxiety and I am not able to take medical anti-anxiety or anti-depressant tablets due to bad reaction to them.
I also got ear plugs, a lot of Autistic spectrum people wear ear muffs in order to help them cope with noise sensetivity, but I can't get cheap ear muff and I dont want to draw attention to myself, so ear plugs will do, only I daren't walk around with them in because people can get too close to me without me noticing and then I get stressed.

One of the main causes of increased stress for me has been the writing of the book, it does envoke strong memories.

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