Introduction

This is a merge of my 'Wanderer' blog that tells of two years of my three years on the streets, and a new blog that tells of my life after the Diocese of Winchester ripped through my life for for the last few years on top of the previous serious harm that left me homeless
This is a day to day blog of my life as I continue to survive, work on recovery and on the social problems that I have and try to come to terms with limitless traumas I have survived along the way.
This blog is in tandem with my blog about my experiences in the Church of England http://whatreallyhappenedinthechurch.blogspot.co.uk/

The former name of this blog and the name of it's sister blog are to do with my sense of humour, which I hope to keep to the end, which appears to be ever more rapidly approaching. At least I laughed, and I laughed at the people who were destroying me. Don't forget that.

Here are my books, which I wrote for you if you would like to know more: http://www.lulu.com/spotlight/JJNP

Wednesday, 14 November 2012

Good morning peeps,
yesterday evening I went riding on the buses when the library closed, I wish the library would stay open late every day, but it randomly doesn't.
I rode around on the buses until late and I didn't want a cup of tea because I was fed up of tea and was sick of my supper because I couldn't digest it. But I had to wait to go to my sleeping place because there were people nearby.
I was tired and grumpy by the time I got my bedding and crawled into the middle of it.
I was out like a light and slept all night with no waking.
I dreamed that I was back to delivering papers and a woman tried to demand money off me, saying I hadn't delivered her paper for two days.
I looked at her house and at her and I told her she didn't have a paper delivered, she backed off but I gave her a right bollocking.
What a strange dream, I woke up warm and depressed and got up and stashed my bedding, the new black sacks I have got are useless.
And now I am in the usual place eating the usual breakfast.
I come here because it is open early, predictable, has a toilet where I can take my thermals off and I can get a drink with stickers sometimes and I can get a cheap breakfast.

The weather is dull and cloudy and it has just got light.

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