Introduction

This is a merge of my 'Wanderer' blog that tells of two years of my three years on the streets, and a new blog that tells of my life after the Diocese of Winchester ripped through my life for for the last few years on top of the previous serious harm that left me homeless
This is a day to day blog of my life as I continue to survive, work on recovery and on the social problems that I have and try to come to terms with limitless traumas I have survived along the way.
This blog is in tandem with my blog about my experiences in the Church of England http://whatreallyhappenedinthechurch.blogspot.co.uk/

The former name of this blog and the name of it's sister blog are to do with my sense of humour, which I hope to keep to the end, which appears to be ever more rapidly approaching. At least I laughed, and I laughed at the people who were destroying me. Don't forget that.

Here are my books, which I wrote for you if you would like to know more: http://www.lulu.com/spotlight/JJNP

Thursday, 15 November 2012

Good morning peeps,

Last night when the library closed early I didn't want to ride on the buses so I waited for ages with nowhere to go and nothing to do and I didn't want to sit in McD's so I went back to see the same movie again. I wish there was somewhere to go, something to do that didn't take my money.
After the movie I got a cuppa at the pub and went to bed down.
The forecast was for the temperature to drop, so I expected a cold night, I snuggled down in my blanket pile and wondered why it seemed so mild. The danger is when it seems mild but the temperature is due to drop, you dont wrap up warm enough and then you wake up cold in the night and too sleepy to do anything about it.
I stayed very snug and warm, fast asleep last night.
I woke early because I had set the alarm early, I had to move out early this morning because people will be there early and I was in danger of being found.
Waking early when I am snug and sleepy and have to force myself awake is a shock to my system, I end up tired and cross and close to flashbacks
Normally I would have slept for another hour and woken more naturally. and it just seems unfair to have to get out of such a snug comfy bed.
Anyway, I got up and stashed my bedding and crawled out into the dark early morning.
Not even McD's and the paper shop were open yet.
So I had a walk around until McD's opened and here I am.
It is surprisingly mild out there, not as cold as forecast.

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