Introduction

This is a merge of my 'Wanderer' blog that tells of two years of my three years on the streets, and a new blog that tells of my life after the Diocese of Winchester ripped through my life for for the last few years on top of the previous serious harm that left me homeless
This is a day to day blog of my life as I continue to survive, work on recovery and on the social problems that I have and try to come to terms with limitless traumas I have survived along the way.
This blog is in tandem with my blog about my experiences in the Church of England http://whatreallyhappenedinthechurch.blogspot.co.uk/

The former name of this blog and the name of it's sister blog are to do with my sense of humour, which I hope to keep to the end, which appears to be ever more rapidly approaching. At least I laughed, and I laughed at the people who were destroying me. Don't forget that.

Here are my books, which I wrote for you if you would like to know more: http://www.lulu.com/spotlight/JJNP

Monday, 19 November 2012

Good morning peeps,
Last night I wandered back through the cold night to my little nest, and went to sleep in it, woke up needing the loo at one point and slept again.
The alarm went off this morning but I didn't believe it, so I snuggled in my deep cloud of bedding and dozed.
I had a waking dream about being found and not being able to move, that dream is quite frequent.
Eventually I got up, and had a sort out because my hedge was full of odds and ends of food parcels and clothes that had got wet and my brew kit, all strewn around and chewed at the edges by rodents.
So I got rid of stuff that was no good, rebagged stuff I was keeping, and rebagged my bedding as rain is on the way.

Then I went for my usual breakfast.
I haven't had a wash today, I dont want a wash, I am having a shower later.
I went for a walk round the recreation ground with my radio but I started feeling dizzy again.
I am still feeling a bit dizzy and headachy.
I went and had my blood pressure checked, the first reading was 154/94 and the second reading was 144/92. So it is a bit high but not very and not too low so that is not what is causing the dizziness.

I also got a walking stick to help me stand and walk sometimes.
Here I am, writing.

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