This is a merge of my 'Wanderer' blog that tells of two years of my three years on the streets, and a new blog that tells of my life after the Diocese of Winchester ripped through my life for for the last few years on top of the previous serious harm that left me homeless
This is a day to day blog of my life as I continue to survive, work on recovery and on the social problems that I have and try to come to terms with limitless traumas I have survived along the way.
This blog is in tandem with my blog about my experiences in the Church of England

The former name of this blog and the name of it's sister blog are to do with my sense of humour, which I hope to keep to the end, which appears to be ever more rapidly approaching. At least I laughed, and I laughed at the people who were destroying me. Don't forget that.

Here are my books, which I wrote for you if you would like to know more:

Thursday, 10 November 2011

Last night I went to the takeaway and got there in time and again they let me in first, they gave me noodles and spicy chicken.

Then I went to the samaritans, it was ok, they got me a cup of tea. Then I went to soup kitchen, I got a cup of tea and the sandwiches were late arriving, and as the bully who grabbed me the other night turned up and I had had my takeaway leftovers anyway, I didn't stick around.

The council are supposed to be doing a headcount of homeless people tonight, but I know they wont find me.

I sleep all night but lightly some of the time, I dream that I have returned to the island and all is well, then in the dream I realise that I cannot be on the island and I am heartbroken.

I wake up and go to the market toilets. Then I go looking for stickers, I am unlucky today, I find 5 stickers but I cannot find a 6th sticker, which is what I need for a cup of tea, I go round and round, looking for the elusive final sticker, but there is no sign of it.
I have a wash. I nearly leave my jumper in the toilets.

It is a grey drizzly day here, as it has been for so long. It is supposed to clear up later, not that I mind.

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