Introduction

This is a merge of my 'Wanderer' blog that tells of two years of my three years on the streets, and a new blog that tells of my life after the Diocese of Winchester ripped through my life for for the last few years on top of the previous serious harm that left me homeless
This is a day to day blog of my life as I continue to survive, work on recovery and on the social problems that I have and try to come to terms with limitless traumas I have survived along the way.
This blog is in tandem with my blog about my experiences in the Church of England http://whatreallyhappenedinthechurch.blogspot.co.uk/

The former name of this blog and the name of it's sister blog are to do with my sense of humour, which I hope to keep to the end, which appears to be ever more rapidly approaching. At least I laughed, and I laughed at the people who were destroying me. Don't forget that.

Here are my books, which I wrote for you if you would like to know more: http://www.lulu.com/spotlight/JJNP

Wednesday, 23 November 2011

I am sitting here struggling to do anything because I am so depressed and distracted.

I spent the night dreaming of churches and courtrooms and police.

God help me, and God help all the poor people who still think putting me indoors and getting me a job is possible, let alone an answer to my future, my last job was the best I ever had and yet I struggled badly because of the church and lost the job because of the church in such a horrible humiliating way, and the same with my home. When you have heard my full story you will understand why I have no future, no happy ending with a home and a family and a 'nice job', and hopefully you will understand from what I have written so far that work and finance always have been, and always would be, a struggle due to my disabilities.

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