Introduction

This is a merge of my 'Wanderer' blog that tells of two years of my three years on the streets, and a new blog that tells of my life after the Diocese of Winchester ripped through my life for for the last few years on top of the previous serious harm that left me homeless
This is a day to day blog of my life as I continue to survive, work on recovery and on the social problems that I have and try to come to terms with limitless traumas I have survived along the way.
This blog is in tandem with my blog about my experiences in the Church of England http://whatreallyhappenedinthechurch.blogspot.co.uk/

The former name of this blog and the name of it's sister blog are to do with my sense of humour, which I hope to keep to the end, which appears to be ever more rapidly approaching. At least I laughed, and I laughed at the people who were destroying me. Don't forget that.

Here are my books, which I wrote for you if you would like to know more: http://www.lulu.com/spotlight/JJNP

Tuesday, 7 July 2015

Tuesday Morning

Good morning,

Well it started out rainy but has turned out a bit brighter.

I slept only lightly but something very very odd has happened, and this is the second night of it.
Normally, as you probably know, I start having flashbacks and horrors about Jersey and the Diocese of Winchester if I am awake at night, but for some reason, my brain and subconscious have suddenly blanked the horrors and will focus on anything but those things, it is really weird.
My psychologist used to be concerned about how badly the flashbacks affected me at night, it is very sudden, the night time flashbacks have stopped, but for how long?

This morning I performed a complicated manouver of getting the heavy and broken blue bike to one town for repair, and me to the other town for physiotherapy.
Physio was great, they were very thorough today, especially about the pain when I walk, one of the new pain release techniques involves freezing a golf ball and rubbing the muscles with it, I just kept giggling at the thought of my housemate finding a golf ball in the freezer.
The physios also thought I should save up for the orthotics I used to have that were recommended by the walking clinic. I agree.

The blue bike will be ready later.
I have done some shopping but I am very tired.


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