Introduction

This is a merge of my 'Wanderer' blog that tells of two years of my three years on the streets, and a new blog that tells of my life after the Diocese of Winchester ripped through my life for for the last few years on top of the previous serious harm that left me homeless
This is a day to day blog of my life as I continue to survive, work on recovery and on the social problems that I have and try to come to terms with limitless traumas I have survived along the way.
This blog is in tandem with my blog about my experiences in the Church of England http://whatreallyhappenedinthechurch.blogspot.co.uk/

The former name of this blog and the name of it's sister blog are to do with my sense of humour, which I hope to keep to the end, which appears to be ever more rapidly approaching. At least I laughed, and I laughed at the people who were destroying me. Don't forget that.

Here are my books, which I wrote for you if you would like to know more: http://www.lulu.com/spotlight/JJNP

Monday, 20 July 2015

Monday morning

Good morning,

I watched 'Humans' last night and then went to sleep.

I had a nightmare that I was in a hostel with my family, and someone had been murdered, for some reason my dad and brothers were moving the body and it made them sick.
In real life my dad used to be sick a lot because he couldn't cope.
But anyway, in this dream the ghost of the dead man kept coming back, and it was very angry and hostile, and I prayed it away in the end.

That was not a nice dream, but I will see if I can stop taking 5HTP now as that triggers dreams.
I am going to take my antihistamines at night because I will be driving again and antihistamines can cause drowsiness.

I woke up to a grey and drizzly day and delivered the papers in the light rain.
I have the beginnings of a migraine so I need my meds to offset that, I don't want to drive either with a migraine or on migraleve.

I will have to see if the weather clears before going to work later.


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