Introduction

This is a merge of my 'Wanderer' blog that tells of two years of my three years on the streets, and a new blog that tells of my life after the Diocese of Winchester ripped through my life for for the last few years on top of the previous serious harm that left me homeless
This is a day to day blog of my life as I continue to survive, work on recovery and on the social problems that I have and try to come to terms with limitless traumas I have survived along the way.
This blog is in tandem with my blog about my experiences in the Church of England http://whatreallyhappenedinthechurch.blogspot.co.uk/

The former name of this blog and the name of it's sister blog are to do with my sense of humour, which I hope to keep to the end, which appears to be ever more rapidly approaching. At least I laughed, and I laughed at the people who were destroying me. Don't forget that.

Here are my books, which I wrote for you if you would like to know more: http://www.lulu.com/spotlight/JJNP

Tuesday, 7 July 2015

A poem

I argued with your ghost as I walked along
even though I knew you were dead,
imagine the cruel diocese looking on
and imagine what they would have said! 

I shouted you down although you were dead
and I told you what you did wrong
but then I lay on the stone and rested my head
and slept under the stars like in time long gone

For the first time, the nightmares never came
the horror wouldn't break through
and I slept there peaceful under the stars
without any dreams about you

The nightmares have stopped but the nightmare remains
so would you like to put it right
and take away the terrible things you did to me
and give me back my life?

This is not about who you think it is about or what you think it is about.
But apparently some people have been mistakenly kicking up a fuss recently.


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