Introduction

This is a merge of my 'Wanderer' blog that tells of two years of my three years on the streets, and a new blog that tells of my life after the Diocese of Winchester ripped through my life for for the last few years on top of the previous serious harm that left me homeless
This is a day to day blog of my life as I continue to survive, work on recovery and on the social problems that I have and try to come to terms with limitless traumas I have survived along the way.
This blog is in tandem with my blog about my experiences in the Church of England http://whatreallyhappenedinthechurch.blogspot.co.uk/

The former name of this blog and the name of it's sister blog are to do with my sense of humour, which I hope to keep to the end, which appears to be ever more rapidly approaching. At least I laughed, and I laughed at the people who were destroying me. Don't forget that.

Here are my books, which I wrote for you if you would like to know more: http://www.lulu.com/spotlight/JJNP

Thursday, 9 July 2015

Thursday evening

Good evening peeps,

I am tired.
I slept through the night but lightly, no terrors or distress.
I woke feeling tired, hardly able to get up.
I crawled out and did the papers.

My work was due to start at 10, so I did invoices and receipts and paperwork. The thing about being self-employed is, you don't just pick up your wages, you have to do paperwork.

Then I went to work, drinking tea from my thermos mug as I went, because I got the bus rather than biking, there are extra buses for the holidays so I got a quiet bus and got there early so I popped into the garden centre and got a plant for one of my other clients on the way.

I worked hard and got too hot and felt a bit sick, then I got a cup of tea at the garden centre and came home.
I was so tired I just wanted to go to bed, but I really needed to do a big shop, buying odds and ends as I rush about is all very well, but sometimes a proper shop at the big supermarket is really necessary.

So I am home now, watching my programmes, with the cat peeping round the door.
Anyone watch Hollyoaks?

...'Address the Ball'

'Um, OK, Hello Mr. Ball'.

It has turned out so sunny that I feel I should be on the beach, but I am too tired.

I think an early night, no BBQ and no more gardening tonight. I have a day's work tomorrow with little shade, and I am doing a half day on Saturday, and next week looks busy, but I am still balancing.



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