This is a merge of my 'Wanderer' blog that tells of two years of my three years on the streets, and a new blog that tells of my life after the Diocese of Winchester ripped through my life for for the last few years on top of the previous serious harm that left me homeless
This is a day to day blog of my life as I continue to survive, work on recovery and on the social problems that I have and try to come to terms with limitless traumas I have survived along the way.
This blog is in tandem with my blog about my experiences in the Church of England

The former name of this blog and the name of it's sister blog are to do with my sense of humour, which I hope to keep to the end, which appears to be ever more rapidly approaching. At least I laughed, and I laughed at the people who were destroying me. Don't forget that.

Here are my books, which I wrote for you if you would like to know more:

Tuesday, 23 December 2014

Tuesday Evening

Good evening,

Well I went to collect the blue bike, it was looking smug, especially as it cost me £5 less than the estimate.

I biked home via the shops, I really can't work out what I do or don't need over Christmas, I'm just not used to Christmas indoors.

Speaking of which, I quit my tenancy, because basically this place is dreadful and I hate it and I am deeply depressed here.
There wasn't really an option, as well as being very noisy here with children shouting and no soundproofing, which wasn't told to me to start with,  the apartments are a get rich quick job for the landlord, and it is all going badly wrong, and he tends to blame everyone but himself, as I may have mentioned, as well as mentioning that I am unhappy here.
So after another round of nonsense today, I gave notice, because I really would rather sleep rough, although I am not fully intending to, yet.

Anyway, I biked up to swim and gym this evening and felt a bit unfit after a week away from exercise.

I sincerely hope there are no more tensions here.


  1. I am sorry it's come to this and hope tomorrow is as good as you can make it. Wishing you a good 2015

  2. Thank You Emma, Happy Christmas and New Year to you.