This is a merge of my 'Wanderer' blog that tells of two years of my three years on the streets, and a new blog that tells of my life after the Diocese of Winchester ripped through my life for for the last few years on top of the previous serious harm that left me homeless
This is a day to day blog of my life as I continue to survive, work on recovery and on the social problems that I have and try to come to terms with limitless traumas I have survived along the way.
This blog is in tandem with my blog about my experiences in the Church of England

The former name of this blog and the name of it's sister blog are to do with my sense of humour, which I hope to keep to the end, which appears to be ever more rapidly approaching. At least I laughed, and I laughed at the people who were destroying me. Don't forget that.

Here are my books, which I wrote for you if you would like to know more:

Sunday, 11 February 2018


Good morning peeps,

I am just about awake, maybe, working on this content assignment, which is in full draft, I have about 8 hours to edit it and hand it in, and with something like this, 8 hours isn't that much.

Yesterday afternoon I was so tired that I fell asleep for a while.

Then I got on with the assignment and other paperwork, while listening to my old faves on Youtube.
Happy memories, Tim used to let us have them on top volume while we cut up pigs in the lab:

I never talk about Dorset do I?
No, it was a living hell, mainly because of the Lihous and Paul but not exclusively because of them. I will never like Dorset.


I went to bed as soon as I felt able to cope with trying to sleep, and I slept.
I had horrendous nightmares. Death, Bath and Wells, all that kind of thing.

I had trouble waking from the nightmares, so I missed the sunrise, yesterday's sunrise was wonderful pinks on the sea and sky. Today the sun is shining and the tide is in, the waves are on the cliffs.

I am doing the blog now as I have a very boring day, nothing to interest you, just writing and maybe down to the sea, and cleaning the bathroom.

I have another garden to view tomorrow.

It sounds like I have lots of new work, but I am still in deficit, the next two weeks are all bills and I don't know how much I can earn or even when I can start either of the new gardens.

I have a London meeting this next week as well as the two new gardens to view, so I won't be doing the 12 mile walk with the gang. Technically I can't walk any distance but a strange thing happens, once I get walking, as long as I keep walking, I can walk. As you saw from the epic sponsored walks I used to do :) and the recent dog walk.

The thing with London is I have to pay the tickets in advance even though I get repaid, so I make a deficit in my low funds in the meantime, then they repay me and I get vouchers as well, but I am trying to work out how to juggle everything, while unsure what my earnings will be.
If I can get through February, it will hopefully get better.

It's half term in some places, so I really need to book my travel as soon as possible. I don't like travel during half term. Hopefully everyone has gone skiing before the snow melts.

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