Introduction

This is a merge of my 'Wanderer' blog that tells of two years of my three years on the streets, and a new blog that tells of my life after the Diocese of Winchester ripped through my life for for the last few years on top of the previous serious harm that left me homeless
This is a day to day blog of my life as I continue to survive, work on recovery and on the social problems that I have and try to come to terms with limitless traumas I have survived along the way.
This blog is in tandem with my blog about my experiences in the Church of England http://whatreallyhappenedinthechurch.blogspot.co.uk/

The former name of this blog and the name of it's sister blog are to do with my sense of humour, which I hope to keep to the end, which appears to be ever more rapidly approaching. At least I laughed, and I laughed at the people who were destroying me. Don't forget that.

Here are my books, which I wrote for you if you would like to know more: http://www.lulu.com/spotlight/JJNP

Monday, 17 November 2014

Monday morning

Good morning,

Well I hoped to be up early as I have a lot to do today, but I had a bad night, up and down all night, so I am still not doing anything yet.

And I had bad dreams.

The first dream though, will make you laugh.
I dreamed I was told I got this guy pregnant.
I was wandering round town and he told me he was pregnant and it was mine.
I was frantically trying to recall dates and times or indeed if anything had ever happened, and wondering what the church would think, especially if I told them I didn't make a habit of it, would they believe me?
I asked him if he was sure it wasn't someone else's.
The blind panic when someone tells you you have got them pregnant, thank God that will never happen in real life, and seeing as I am a good Catholic, I will never get a man pregnant out of wedlock.

Anyway, the second dream was about struggling through crowds in southampton with my bike, and seemingly this annoyed some of Jane fisher's friends.

It was hard to wake because I had a restless night, and I still haven't really got my act together.

It is grey and rainy and I must get on and get things done

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