This is a merge of my 'Wanderer' blog that tells of two years of my three years on the streets, and a new blog that tells of my life after the Diocese of Winchester ripped through my life for for the last few years on top of the previous serious harm that left me homeless
This is a day to day blog of my life as I continue to survive, work on recovery and on the social problems that I have and try to come to terms with limitless traumas I have survived along the way.
This blog is in tandem with my blog about my experiences in the Church of England

The former name of this blog and the name of it's sister blog are to do with my sense of humour, which I hope to keep to the end, which appears to be ever more rapidly approaching. At least I laughed, and I laughed at the people who were destroying me. Don't forget that.

Here are my books, which I wrote for you if you would like to know more:

Monday, 13 October 2014

Monday Morning

Good morning,

The rainy weather continues.

I slept deeply, going to bed and falling asleep early, I woke at 3am with nightmares, I slept again and dreamed a soothing and comforting dream, and then some bizarre dreams.
I woke at 9am, a bit late for me, not feeling too well, depressed and with my neck hurting, which of course is the worst pain, and I feel like I have a middle ear infection too, hopefully I will get better as the day goes on.

I do not feel good.

I need 5HTP but I have run out and cannot afford it.

I will go bowling in about an hour and will struggle up to the beach on the new bike in the meantime.

I do not want to go to health and fitness or church social today.


  1. If a Vicar with autism wanted to contact you privately, would there be a way to do so?

  2. Hi Aspie Vic.
    Thank you for your contact.
    Just to say first of all, if you are in or connected to the Diocese of Winchester, you must not contact me due to court action.
    Contact from the church of england is not my favourite thing.
    Having said that, you may contact me if you wish, as long as your contact is not harmful or to tell me that because you are a vicar and have autism that my case is invalid, because my case is not just about me being autistic and everyone else being church of england and not autistic.
    You may contact me on:
    and I look forward to hearing from you, I know one other Vicar with autism but he is in the Diocese of Winchester.