Introduction

This is a merge of my 'Wanderer' blog that tells of two years of my three years on the streets, and a new blog that tells of my life after the Diocese of Winchester ripped through my life for for the last few years on top of the previous serious harm that left me homeless
This is a day to day blog of my life as I continue to survive, work on recovery and on the social problems that I have and try to come to terms with limitless traumas I have survived along the way.
This blog is in tandem with my blog about my experiences in the Church of England http://whatreallyhappenedinthechurch.blogspot.co.uk/

The former name of this blog and the name of it's sister blog are to do with my sense of humour, which I hope to keep to the end, which appears to be ever more rapidly approaching. At least I laughed, and I laughed at the people who were destroying me. Don't forget that.

Here are my books, which I wrote for you if you would like to know more: http://www.lulu.com/spotlight/JJNP

Sunday, 23 December 2012

Well it rained, yesterday, last night, it poured.
I went off wandering, keeping dry on public transport, bus, ferry, train, wandering until late and then returned to my porch and slept as the rain and wind howled. The top sleeping bag was soaked along the edge but I was dry and warm and slept a reasonable night, the flashbacks have eased a bit but the depression remains very serious indeed, it is affecting my judgement and relationships horribly.

I went to early communion and then had breakfast as I woke up late, had a wash and changed the undies, and returned to the other church but simply couldn't cope, someone gave me a present and card as they assumed I was alone on Christmas day, I need a huge bin for people's stupid assumptions, I really do, I am bombarded by assumptions at the moment.

I have started my Christmas shopping, haha.

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