Introduction

This is a merge of my 'Wanderer' blog that tells of two years of my three years on the streets, and a new blog that tells of my life after the Diocese of Winchester ripped through my life for for the last few years on top of the previous serious harm that left me homeless
This is a day to day blog of my life as I continue to survive, work on recovery and on the social problems that I have and try to come to terms with limitless traumas I have survived along the way.
This blog is in tandem with my blog about my experiences in the Church of England http://whatreallyhappenedinthechurch.blogspot.co.uk/

The former name of this blog and the name of it's sister blog are to do with my sense of humour, which I hope to keep to the end, which appears to be ever more rapidly approaching. At least I laughed, and I laughed at the people who were destroying me. Don't forget that.

Here are my books, which I wrote for you if you would like to know more: http://www.lulu.com/spotlight/JJNP

Saturday, 29 December 2012

Hi peeps,

The miserable week drags on, three or four days until normality.
The depression is hanging on, I thought I lost it for Christmas but it returned when boxing day got messed up.

Yesterday I spent a while in the library and then I caught a train to another town, a rather big town with a unique atmosphere, I walked around and felt low and looked at the sea, the town was busy with sales shoppers.
Then I came back, had a cuppa, had a coke and went riding on the buses, I didn't want to but there was nowhere to go and the pub is too crowded at the weekend so I can't sit there with a cuppa.

Last night was howling gale force winds but not much rain. Sometimes the wind lifted my top blanket and threw it away but I was warm enough nonetheless and simply slept most of the night though it was a late night due to being a weekend.

This morning I woke and went to McD's and had the usual, then had a quick walk down to the church to pick up litter and then had a wash and then came here.

The wind is galeforce and the sky is dark.

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