Introduction

This is a merge of my 'Wanderer' blog that tells of two years of my three years on the streets, and a new blog that tells of my life after the Diocese of Winchester ripped through my life for for the last few years on top of the previous serious harm that left me homeless
This is a day to day blog of my life as I continue to survive, work on recovery and on the social problems that I have and try to come to terms with limitless traumas I have survived along the way.
This blog is in tandem with my blog about my experiences in the Church of England http://whatreallyhappenedinthechurch.blogspot.co.uk/

The former name of this blog and the name of it's sister blog are to do with my sense of humour, which I hope to keep to the end, which appears to be ever more rapidly approaching. At least I laughed, and I laughed at the people who were destroying me. Don't forget that.

Here are my books, which I wrote for you if you would like to know more: http://www.lulu.com/spotlight/JJNP

Sunday, 8 February 2015

sunday morning

Good morning,
I was coughing uncontrollably in the night.
I had several cups of lemon with hot water, which is always nice.
Eventually I coughed something brown with a hair and the cough eased a bit.
I do not eat hair.
I did manage to sleep after that. But still coughing.
I put a thermal top and extra blanket on.

I woke late, and now I need to dress and somehow get the bike over to the Great Ship Bay, the only home it knows, it has been so lost here on the steep hill, and to be honest,  so have
I.

I cannot go by train and so I have to bike it, with this illness
I have missed the bay so much that I cried when I went back on Friday,  because I just want to be biking along it in the early sun rise again.

Apart from getting the bike home I have welfare later, and Mum coming over tomorrow.
Usually I cannot be bothered to tell you, but I am going home to the Great ship bay tomorrow, mum is coming to help.
All I can think about is biking along the bay, all anyone else can think about is me being somewhere with heating and hot water, as there is never either here, and I cannot look afterthis place on my own and keep getting chest infections.

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