Introduction

This is a merge of my 'Wanderer' blog that tells of two years of my three years on the streets, and a new blog that tells of my life after the Diocese of Winchester ripped through my life for for the last few years on top of the previous serious harm that left me homeless
This is a day to day blog of my life as I continue to survive, work on recovery and on the social problems that I have and try to come to terms with limitless traumas I have survived along the way.
This blog is in tandem with my blog about my experiences in the Church of England http://whatreallyhappenedinthechurch.blogspot.co.uk/

The former name of this blog and the name of it's sister blog are to do with my sense of humour, which I hope to keep to the end, which appears to be ever more rapidly approaching. At least I laughed, and I laughed at the people who were destroying me. Don't forget that.

Here are my books, which I wrote for you if you would like to know more: http://www.lulu.com/spotlight/JJNP

Friday, 13 February 2015

Friday Morning

Good morning,

Well last night I went to the gym, just did an easy cardio circuit, then I went and stood on the cliff and looked at the sea, before coming home tired and going to bed.

I slept well, but woke once, needing the loo, despite no tea last night.
I had been dreaming vivid dreams about my family.
I slept again and dreamed more dreams about my family, that we were all waiting for a train to Winchester, and as usual, they wouldn't listen to me, so they went to the wrong platform when the train was due, it looked like Southampton station, where platforms 1 and 4 are the wrong way round.
Then I was doing a painting by numbers of a shopping centre and my sister was making out she was eager to come to Winchester with me, to 'deal with Bob Key' (that'll be the day, no-one will deal with him until he faces God).
I woke up relieved to find it was all a dream, I am here in my room on a windy morning with the sea roaring in the background.
I have shop from 11-3 and so much else to do, but I am tired. This is my last shop shift while the boss is away, then back to normal next week.

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