Introduction

This is a merge of my 'Wanderer' blog that tells of two years of my three years on the streets, and a new blog that tells of my life after the Diocese of Winchester ripped through my life for for the last few years on top of the previous serious harm that left me homeless
This is a day to day blog of my life as I continue to survive, work on recovery and on the social problems that I have and try to come to terms with limitless traumas I have survived along the way.
This blog is in tandem with my blog about my experiences in the Church of England http://whatreallyhappenedinthechurch.blogspot.co.uk/

The former name of this blog and the name of it's sister blog are to do with my sense of humour, which I hope to keep to the end, which appears to be ever more rapidly approaching. At least I laughed, and I laughed at the people who were destroying me. Don't forget that.

Here are my books, which I wrote for you if you would like to know more: http://www.lulu.com/spotlight/JJNP

Tuesday, 25 June 2013

Hi peeps,
well today I remained in the duvet apart from going to the shop, cooking dinner and doing the dishes, my friend was in and out of the house as she did a work shift on her day off and she had to get her car fixed and things.

I don't really want to do anything, there is no point.
I have lived only to give my evidence, and no one is listening.

I remember in the police cell
when they knocked me about

on an island far away
an isle full of corruption
and darkness that God warned me
would kill me

I wasn't there any more
I was dead that day in that cell

I never fully came back to life
these years have been a wait

to return to the peaceful darkness
that beckons
and calls louder as the days and the pain go on
it's nearly time to go

why is God making me wait?
Wait I will but let it be soon
I am standing here ready
for that call

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