Introduction

This is a merge of my 'Wanderer' blog that tells of two years of my three years on the streets, and a new blog that tells of my life after the Diocese of Winchester ripped through my life for for the last few years on top of the previous serious harm that left me homeless
This is a day to day blog of my life as I continue to survive, work on recovery and on the social problems that I have and try to come to terms with limitless traumas I have survived along the way.
This blog is in tandem with my blog about my experiences in the Church of England http://whatreallyhappenedinthechurch.blogspot.co.uk/

The former name of this blog and the name of it's sister blog are to do with my sense of humour, which I hope to keep to the end, which appears to be ever more rapidly approaching. At least I laughed, and I laughed at the people who were destroying me. Don't forget that.

Here are my books, which I wrote for you if you would like to know more: http://www.lulu.com/spotlight/JJNP

Wednesday, 23 January 2013

I stayed in the library until 7pm and the weather remained wet and cold, alternating heavy rain and wet snow.

When the library closed I came back to my home town for a while, and sat and cuddled the radiator in church while the choir practiced.
Then I went back out on the buses to keep out of the weather and had a cuppa in McD's.
Eventually I went to my sleeping place. My blankets were dry and I was sheltered.
I slept till 2am, got up needing the loo and then wasn't sleeping heavily but having terrors and nightmares.
I slept the last hour and woke not wanting to get up.

I got up and had a quick breakfast at McD's and caught the train, I am here, due to have my psychological assessment at 2pm, I stopped at the daycentre and grabbed some curry and tea, they want to keep me, they want me to come back, they are sweet.

eek, I am dead scared about this assessment, I hope I can communicate effectively.

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