Introduction

This is a merge of my 'Wanderer' blog that tells of two years of my three years on the streets, and a new blog that tells of my life after the Diocese of Winchester ripped through my life for for the last few years on top of the previous serious harm that left me homeless
This is a day to day blog of my life as I continue to survive, work on recovery and on the social problems that I have and try to come to terms with limitless traumas I have survived along the way.
This blog is in tandem with my blog about my experiences in the Church of England http://whatreallyhappenedinthechurch.blogspot.co.uk/

The former name of this blog and the name of it's sister blog are to do with my sense of humour, which I hope to keep to the end, which appears to be ever more rapidly approaching. At least I laughed, and I laughed at the people who were destroying me. Don't forget that.

Here are my books, which I wrote for you if you would like to know more: http://www.lulu.com/spotlight/JJNP

Monday, 21 January 2013

Good morning peeps,
Yesterday afternoon I went back to the bed and breakfast and just rested, watched some television and chilled out, had a shower, read my book and did some psychology work on the computer until it crashed.
Yes I am computerless, how am I writing this? magic!

I got some reduced stuff from the supermarket for my supper.
Eventually I slept but I was tense and I had dreams that left me awake and distressed in the early hours.

After a few hours I slept again and overslept, I had overheated despite opening the window and sleeping in a teeshirt.
I ran downstairs thinking I was going to miss breakfast but the lady smiled and said good morning and got me a nice breakfast and I drank most of the jug of orange juice as well as several cups of tea.
I wanted to stay but I am out of money now and tomorrows money is for the psychology test.

I checked out of the bed and breakfast and as I walked away I choked and was sick. I think this is due to the bad night and the sudden load of juice and tea and breakfast when I had just woken. I am ok now, I am on a library computer and I have to get back to the home town for my appointment later.

It is cols with snow flurries, the snow makes me dizzy.

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