Introduction

This is a merge of my 'Wanderer' blog that tells of two years of my three years on the streets, and a new blog that tells of my life after the Diocese of Winchester ripped through my life for for the last few years on top of the previous serious harm that left me homeless
This is a day to day blog of my life as I continue to survive, work on recovery and on the social problems that I have and try to come to terms with limitless traumas I have survived along the way.
This blog is in tandem with my blog about my experiences in the Church of England http://whatreallyhappenedinthechurch.blogspot.co.uk/

The former name of this blog and the name of it's sister blog are to do with my sense of humour, which I hope to keep to the end, which appears to be ever more rapidly approaching. At least I laughed, and I laughed at the people who were destroying me. Don't forget that.

Here are my books, which I wrote for you if you would like to know more: http://www.lulu.com/spotlight/JJNP

Sunday, 6 November 2016

Sunday

Morning peeps,

Unfortunately the weekend was too much for me. I can't cope with even a routine weekend away, it leaves me physically ill and in meltdown.

Yesterday I started coughing blood again, it has been years now, this morning I vomited and a load of blood came up.
It isn't serious yet, it is light blood, not internal bleeding, but nonetheless, it isn't what I want to be dealing with. I haven't had a chest infection or any symptoms, so I don't know what's going on.

The NHS treat me shittily because of the church and police's interference and I am not really willing to go and ask for help.

I don't feel well but that is because of the weekend, the police launched another onslaught just before my exam.

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