Introduction

This is a merge of my 'Wanderer' blog that tells of two years of my three years on the streets, and a new blog that tells of my life after the Diocese of Winchester ripped through my life for for the last few years on top of the previous serious harm that left me homeless
This is a day to day blog of my life as I continue to survive, work on recovery and on the social problems that I have and try to come to terms with limitless traumas I have survived along the way.
This blog is in tandem with my blog about my experiences in the Church of England http://whatreallyhappenedinthechurch.blogspot.co.uk/

The former name of this blog and the name of it's sister blog are to do with my sense of humour, which I hope to keep to the end, which appears to be ever more rapidly approaching. At least I laughed, and I laughed at the people who were destroying me. Don't forget that.

Here are my books, which I wrote for you if you would like to know more: http://www.lulu.com/spotlight/JJNP

Friday, 4 November 2016

Friday morning

Good morning peeps,

I am not on 5HTP but I had a lot of dreams, I was so tired that I went to bed early and I slept through the night, I dreamed a lot, I dreamed about the wasteland of the Heartlands Spine Route and I dreamed that my dad was alive and my family was vaguely in the dream.
The dreams went on and on, I knew I didn't belong in the wastelands of Birmingham and I was trying to find my way home.
In the end there was a place with so much rubbish and some of it was on fire, and my birth parents were both vaguely there, but I knew they couldn't be as they are both dead, and I was looking for the lantern bearer (who is in Jersey, not in rubbish filled wastelands).
Those dreams were scary but it was hard to wake up.

Anyway, here I am, A lot of the stuff I need over the weekend is already packed in Max. I just have some books and toiletries to go when I am showered and dressed, and I have a few hours of revision before I set off.

Yesterday I did some work, didn't feel too well, it was a nice cold day though, then I collected the laundry, got some toiletries, and washed max and did his oil and water.
Then I got on with revision while watching TV, Hollyoaks is horrible at the moment, needlessly horrible.
I had an early night, I am so tired these days that I can hardly stay awake in the evening.

After all the lovely dry, bright weather, I have a rainy journey ahead of me! So unfair.
But tomorrow looks good, dry and bright, I have de-icer anyway. Tomorrow night is going to be a classic cold one! :):):) So happy!  But are we going to pull this off? I hope so.

Hey lantern bearer, how come you are too preoccupied to read the blog? :) Guess what tomorrow is!




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