Introduction

This is a merge of my 'Wanderer' blog that tells of two years of my three years on the streets, and a new blog that tells of my life after the Diocese of Winchester ripped through my life for for the last few years on top of the previous serious harm that left me homeless
This is a day to day blog of my life as I continue to survive, work on recovery and on the social problems that I have and try to come to terms with limitless traumas I have survived along the way.
This blog is in tandem with my blog about my experiences in the Church of England http://whatreallyhappenedinthechurch.blogspot.co.uk/

The former name of this blog and the name of it's sister blog are to do with my sense of humour, which I hope to keep to the end, which appears to be ever more rapidly approaching. At least I laughed, and I laughed at the people who were destroying me. Don't forget that.

Here are my books, which I wrote for you if you would like to know more: http://www.lulu.com/spotlight/JJNP

Thursday, 27 March 2014

Thursday Morning

Good morning,

I watched 7 pounds again last night but wasn't really concentrating.

I had a bad night with very little deep sleep.
I woke this morning feeling awful as usual.

I got up and got dressed and went to get my money.

I got my money and did some shopping, orange juice, milk, bread, butter, bleach and washing up liquid, all for under £5, and I got an internet card for £5.

I got home, dropped the shopping and went to my spine appointment, ouch.
Well yes it was all ouch, he did my neck and shoulder first, then a bit on my lower spine and then he did my legs as well! He could obviously see where the leg problems were.
But anyway, that all guaruntees I will be ill tomorrow, hopefully not too ill for my interview with the charity I hope to work with.

I can't work for lots of charities like I used to, because I am physically and mentally not who I used to be, I am wrecked, I can't sail or play football or do anything much any more.
Just have to go on living.
 My neck is already kicking off.

I am waiting for the post, then I will go to the drop in and then down to the hospital.
Then I will go back to bed.

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