Introduction

This is a merge of my 'Wanderer' blog that tells of two years of my three years on the streets, and a new blog that tells of my life after the Diocese of Winchester ripped through my life for for the last few years on top of the previous serious harm that left me homeless
This is a day to day blog of my life as I continue to survive, work on recovery and on the social problems that I have and try to come to terms with limitless traumas I have survived along the way.
This blog is in tandem with my blog about my experiences in the Church of England http://whatreallyhappenedinthechurch.blogspot.co.uk/

The former name of this blog and the name of it's sister blog are to do with my sense of humour, which I hope to keep to the end, which appears to be ever more rapidly approaching. At least I laughed, and I laughed at the people who were destroying me. Don't forget that.

Here are my books, which I wrote for you if you would like to know more: http://www.lulu.com/spotlight/JJNP

Monday, 24 March 2014

Monday afternoon

Good afternoon,

I have not been well today, but trying to rest in bed is too achy and shaky, I can't get comfortable, I have been reading my library books so I can return some this week.
I have the PTSD for Dummies book from the library, would love to send a copy to the Diocese and say 'look, this is why I was mad and bad, please forgive me and let me live!'.

I am sitting at my desk, with a blanket and hot water bottle, I looked up 'what illness is worse in the morning and gets better towards evening?' It came up with, depression, anxiety and fibromyalgia!
Damn, I so do not want to have fibromyalgia again.

It is so debilitating.

Apparently cortizole levels change in the evening.

On a brighter note, the person who did me a food parcel included red label tea, so I am drinking delicious tea instead of floor sweepings, I don't know how I will make the UHT last another two and a bit days.






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