Introduction

This is a merge of my 'Wanderer' blog that tells of two years of my three years on the streets, and a new blog that tells of my life after the Diocese of Winchester ripped through my life for for the last few years on top of the previous serious harm that left me homeless
This is a day to day blog of my life as I continue to survive, work on recovery and on the social problems that I have and try to come to terms with limitless traumas I have survived along the way.
This blog is in tandem with my blog about my experiences in the Church of England http://whatreallyhappenedinthechurch.blogspot.co.uk/

The former name of this blog and the name of it's sister blog are to do with my sense of humour, which I hope to keep to the end, which appears to be ever more rapidly approaching. At least I laughed, and I laughed at the people who were destroying me. Don't forget that.

Here are my books, which I wrote for you if you would like to know more: http://www.lulu.com/spotlight/JJNP

Tuesday, 7 February 2012

Well I worked away on blogs and statements and then went to meditation and tea, my friend who had done my washing was offering me a bed for the night and she lives near where my other friend is going to pick me up tomorrow to whisk me away to other towns includng the one where my family are, so here I am, indoors and struggling with this sticky keyboard.

I am in real difficulties with sleep and depression at the moment, I can't get to sleep easily, I don't end up in a stupor any more but I have trouble waking up and getting up because of depression and distress.

The temperature is dropping sharply, it is going down to the double figures in minuses soon, real winter! and guess what? I would still be very comfy in my blankets in the summerhouse and I amabsolutely going mad with longing for the cold and dark of sleeping out.

I didn't go tired and dizzy and ill today, my legs ache from the physical therapy yesterday but at least I am in less pain.

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