Introduction

This is a merge of my 'Wanderer' blog that tells of two years of my three years on the streets, and a new blog that tells of my life after the Diocese of Winchester ripped through my life for for the last few years on top of the previous serious harm that left me homeless
This is a day to day blog of my life as I continue to survive, work on recovery and on the social problems that I have and try to come to terms with limitless traumas I have survived along the way.
This blog is in tandem with my blog about my experiences in the Church of England http://whatreallyhappenedinthechurch.blogspot.co.uk/

The former name of this blog and the name of it's sister blog are to do with my sense of humour, which I hope to keep to the end, which appears to be ever more rapidly approaching. At least I laughed, and I laughed at the people who were destroying me. Don't forget that.

Here are my books, which I wrote for you if you would like to know more: http://www.lulu.com/spotlight/JJNP

Tuesday, 7 February 2012

It stopped snowing and is clear,  I stayed at the bed and breakfast last night becasue I went dizzy and sick agan. I am more comfortable at the bed and breakfast than I am at my friend's house, but even so it was hard to settle down at to sleep, and when I finally did sleep I was woken by some girl who had somehow got into this secure compound and was bangng on the door and going 'hello?' It was 1.30 in the morning and I wasn't going to answer.
I heard the landlord speaking to her and she left, then I lay there with the terrors and distresses overwhelming me for ages, then I slept, got up and found I can put weight on my feet but my right ankle is still very painful.

Here I am, I need to get up and deal wth life.

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