Introduction

This is a merge of my 'Wanderer' blog that tells of two years of my three years on the streets, and a new blog that tells of my life after the Diocese of Winchester ripped through my life for for the last few years on top of the previous serious harm that left me homeless
This is a day to day blog of my life as I continue to survive, work on recovery and on the social problems that I have and try to come to terms with limitless traumas I have survived along the way.
This blog is in tandem with my blog about my experiences in the Church of England http://whatreallyhappenedinthechurch.blogspot.co.uk/

The former name of this blog and the name of it's sister blog are to do with my sense of humour, which I hope to keep to the end, which appears to be ever more rapidly approaching. At least I laughed, and I laughed at the people who were destroying me. Don't forget that.

Here are my books, which I wrote for you if you would like to know more: http://www.lulu.com/spotlight/JJNP

Sunday, 14 February 2016

Sunday

Good morning,

Well I slept through the night, no switching lamps on in my sleep, and I kept my bite guard in all night.
I dreamed slightly about my friend. To be honest I need to speak to the bereavement services, not just to cope with my friend's death but I need to talk about my parents and the other friend I lost, the onslaught from the church prevented me from grieving properly.
Grief can affect daily life in normal people, it can really impact on someone as messed up as I already am.
I am living normally, but not normally as well.

Anyway, I did the papers this morning, and because of half term, the shop asked me if I will cover another round as well, from Tuesday. Wow, didn't I swap shops in order to be doing less? Actually the rounds here are close by and nothing like as massive as the rural routes.
 The usual Sunday morning, I have been reading Duma Key, done the usual airing of the flat and watching Hollyoaks.
I prepared the vegetables and potatos yesterday, so they are preparing to go on towards the end of the Hollyoaks omnibus.
My Sunday roast is rather unusual today as I can't be bothered to go and get fish, I am doing roast potatos, carrots and broccoli, and quorn sausages.
 And right now I am drinking way too much coffee, a new bad habit of mine.

I really must get on with this assignment that is due in.



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