This is a merge of my 'Wanderer' blog that tells of two years of my three years on the streets, and a new blog that tells of my life after the Diocese of Winchester ripped through my life for for the last few years on top of the previous serious harm that left me homeless
This is a day to day blog of my life as I continue to survive, work on recovery and on the social problems that I have and try to come to terms with limitless traumas I have survived along the way.
This blog is in tandem with my blog about my experiences in the Church of England

The former name of this blog and the name of it's sister blog are to do with my sense of humour, which I hope to keep to the end, which appears to be ever more rapidly approaching. At least I laughed, and I laughed at the people who were destroying me. Don't forget that.

Here are my books, which I wrote for you if you would like to know more:

Tuesday, 22 April 2014

Tuesday Afternoon

Good afternoon,
Busy as a bee with paperworks and tasks.
Well I am sure bees do not do paperwork.

hmm, pollen registers, how much collected from each plant, performance indicators, wouldn't it be funny if bees had to do paperwork? :)

Anyway, I have got necessary forms and been to see if I can work part time in supported employment.
Unlikely, they didn't exactly tell me that I am trashed and will never work again, but...well they did.
I have this dream that even in a wheelchair I will work in a horticultural nursery, lets see who wins this one.
I am not fit for work, I can barely drag myself through day to day life.
But one has to hope, because a life dependent on benefits and below the poverty line is a bit of a shame.

Anyway, I have to go shopping for things for the new house, food and pillows.

And I will move some more things this evening, wish I didn't feel so tired.

My tasks are done, so moving things in an hour or two is the next thing, tomorrow will be deep cleaning, moving things, handing in paperwork, and Thursday the move finalises, just me and a backpack to hop over to the new place in the morning.
Done ok to progress to permenant so quickly eh? :) wish me luck.


  1. I do wish you luck. Some days, I know you really struggle but I think you are doing very well to even think of moving to a new house, given how much indoors scares you. Hopefully, your new home will be safer - some of your neighbours sound dangerous!

  2. Thank you Emma, I am doing well with being indoors now, sometimes flashbacks in the mornings or nightmares at night, but a whole lot better than I was initially.
    The place I am moving from is like a box of frogs :) it was a transition place, and where I am moving to is much smaller and more permenant, and only a few quiet people there.
    Moving is exhausting but I will be settled in the new place by this time tomorrow.