Introduction

This is a merge of my 'Wanderer' blog that tells of two years of my three years on the streets, and a new blog that tells of my life after the Diocese of Winchester ripped through my life for for the last few years on top of the previous serious harm that left me homeless
This is a day to day blog of my life as I continue to survive, work on recovery and on the social problems that I have and try to come to terms with limitless traumas I have survived along the way.
This blog is in tandem with my blog about my experiences in the Church of England http://whatreallyhappenedinthechurch.blogspot.co.uk/

The former name of this blog and the name of it's sister blog are to do with my sense of humour, which I hope to keep to the end, which appears to be ever more rapidly approaching. At least I laughed, and I laughed at the people who were destroying me. Don't forget that.

Here are my books, which I wrote for you if you would like to know more: http://www.lulu.com/spotlight/JJNP

Tuesday, 7 February 2017

Tuesday night

Hey peeps,

Codeine, strong stuff that I have a bit of a reaction to. But the best to deal with the pain when it really kicks off.
I just went to the shop and I felt way too woozy and vulnerable to be out. I mean I was fine but I don't like being out and about when I have had codeine, and I am hoping that I feel better tomorrow as I have to drive to work and I have two sites to work on and drive between.

I managed to fight the urge to go back to  bed today, and instead I studied quietly in the library.

It is cold outdoors, probably another frosty night.

Max is probably going in for repair next week.

I am going to have more codeine before bed and then I will sleep sound, I have been working hard to regain a proper sleep routine and it is beginning to work, I hope I don't sleep too deep and I hope the pain will be gone in the morning.


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