Introduction

This is a merge of my 'Wanderer' blog that tells of two years of my three years on the streets, and a new blog that tells of my life after the Diocese of Winchester ripped through my life for for the last few years on top of the previous serious harm that left me homeless
This is a day to day blog of my life as I continue to survive, work on recovery and on the social problems that I have and try to come to terms with limitless traumas I have survived along the way.
This blog is in tandem with my blog about my experiences in the Church of England http://whatreallyhappenedinthechurch.blogspot.co.uk/

The former name of this blog and the name of it's sister blog are to do with my sense of humour, which I hope to keep to the end, which appears to be ever more rapidly approaching. At least I laughed, and I laughed at the people who were destroying me. Don't forget that.

Here are my books, which I wrote for you if you would like to know more: http://www.lulu.com/spotlight/JJNP

Thursday, 21 August 2014

Thursday evening

Good evening,

I don't like sleeping during the day but I get so tired now. So on the second attempt, I fell into a doze, I dreamed a lot about my sister, my sister a year older than me, who bullied me mercilessly throughout my childhood, she was in my dream, scornfully telling me that I owed her boyfriend rent for living at his house, and that he was going to get me, I replied that after facing a monster like the diocese of winchester I was afraid of no one.
It was a funny and vivid dream, the boyfriend in question was in prison last I heard, and I really did answer her that way in the dream, did say 'diocese of winchester'.
But I was glad to wake up, she is a miserable memory to me.
I don't miss my family, we were unnaturally created and forced to live together and I am healthier without them. They are none of them very kind or forgiving and prefer grudge, and that is bad for me.

I went down to the sea for a bathe but the water was choppy. I went in and waved jumped but it was not good swimming, so I sunbathed in the cool breeze and came home.

I am tired, so I wont have a bike ride this evening.


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