Introduction

This is a merge of my 'Wanderer' blog that tells of two years of my three years on the streets, and a new blog that tells of my life after the Diocese of Winchester ripped through my life for for the last few years on top of the previous serious harm that left me homeless
This is a day to day blog of my life as I continue to survive, work on recovery and on the social problems that I have and try to come to terms with limitless traumas I have survived along the way.
This blog is in tandem with my blog about my experiences in the Church of England http://whatreallyhappenedinthechurch.blogspot.co.uk/

The former name of this blog and the name of it's sister blog are to do with my sense of humour, which I hope to keep to the end, which appears to be ever more rapidly approaching. At least I laughed, and I laughed at the people who were destroying me. Don't forget that.

Here are my books, which I wrote for you if you would like to know more: http://www.lulu.com/spotlight/JJNP

Monday, 11 August 2014

Monday Morning

Good morning,

It is monday morning and I woke at 7.15am.
I think I am not too well, I feel dizzy and tired and I want to go back to bed.
I was having such sad dreams, I dreamed I was at college but I was struggling because of the way the church are killing me and I am waiting to be killed by their conflicted reports, but I couldn't tell the tutor, so I was struggling and did not bring the right pens and paper, and the guy next to me lent me pens and paper, and I couldn't work out the maths that the work started with, it was not a maths paper, we had to do some maths to lead into something else, and I couldn't do it, and the guy was trying to let me copy his, but the tutor came round and was dissapointed in my work and then it was all social services and police and everything was so awful.

I woke feeling upset and sad that the reality is that the diocese are going to kill me with their cover up reports done against me, excluding me, done by people on the side of the wrongdoers, and no one at all will step in and save me, I am tired of waiting in distress and voiceless for my death.

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