Introduction

This is a merge of my 'Wanderer' blog that tells of two years of my three years on the streets, and a new blog that tells of my life after the Diocese of Winchester ripped through my life for for the last few years on top of the previous serious harm that left me homeless
This is a day to day blog of my life as I continue to survive, work on recovery and on the social problems that I have and try to come to terms with limitless traumas I have survived along the way.
This blog is in tandem with my blog about my experiences in the Church of England http://whatreallyhappenedinthechurch.blogspot.co.uk/

The former name of this blog and the name of it's sister blog are to do with my sense of humour, which I hope to keep to the end, which appears to be ever more rapidly approaching. At least I laughed, and I laughed at the people who were destroying me. Don't forget that.

Here are my books, which I wrote for you if you would like to know more: http://www.lulu.com/spotlight/JJNP

Thursday, 23 January 2014

Thursday lunchtime

Well it's lunchtime and I think I have to admit I am not well, I didn't feel too bad this morning, but as I went for my walk I felt increasingly tired and in pain, walking has got more difficult, and I walked the cliffs and down to the sea, looked up at Noirmont, the dark cliff against the sea, and remembered that this was what I was looking at when I decided I wanted to stay in Jersey all those years ago.
I ran out of energy and after having some lunch, I crawled home.

I do not really know why I am ill, I am in pain in my usual cervical vertebrae and trapezium muscles, which in itself is enough to make me ill, but it isn't too bad at the moment, it is the sudden slump into exhaustion and just feeling dreadful that isn't quite right, although I am not sleeping well.
I hope it gets better.
I really feel like sleeping, but I need to learn to sleep at night.

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