Introduction

This is a merge of my 'Wanderer' blog that tells of two years of my three years on the streets, and a new blog that tells of my life after the Diocese of Winchester ripped through my life for for the last few years on top of the previous serious harm that left me homeless
This is a day to day blog of my life as I continue to survive, work on recovery and on the social problems that I have and try to come to terms with limitless traumas I have survived along the way.
This blog is in tandem with my blog about my experiences in the Church of England http://whatreallyhappenedinthechurch.blogspot.co.uk/

The former name of this blog and the name of it's sister blog are to do with my sense of humour, which I hope to keep to the end, which appears to be ever more rapidly approaching. At least I laughed, and I laughed at the people who were destroying me. Don't forget that.

Here are my books, which I wrote for you if you would like to know more: http://www.lulu.com/spotlight/JJNP

Saturday, 11 January 2014

Saturday Lunchtime

Good afternoon.
Well I woke up this morning and wandered into the shower before I was really awake.
Then I did the washing and hoovered the carpet.

Then i had to go out and go and watch the skating.
I do not think it is fair that I can only watch and cannot skate any more.
My last attempt at skating was about 3 or 4 months ago. My body is too smashed up for skating any more but I long to skate, I loved skating so much, and having to watch it makes me feel so sad and full of longing, but even wearing the skates hurts me and on the ice I am so painful and stiff :(
I wish that something would magically change, so that I could afford the physio, the treatment and coaching to get myself back into some kind of physical fitness and overcome the pain, but the diocese's crazy actions prevented me from even proceeding with hydrotherapy :(

I can't even afford to live at the moment.

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