Introduction

This is a merge of my 'Wanderer' blog that tells of two years of my three years on the streets, and a new blog that tells of my life after the Diocese of Winchester ripped through my life for for the last few years on top of the previous serious harm that left me homeless
This is a day to day blog of my life as I continue to survive, work on recovery and on the social problems that I have and try to come to terms with limitless traumas I have survived along the way.
This blog is in tandem with my blog about my experiences in the Church of England http://whatreallyhappenedinthechurch.blogspot.co.uk/

The former name of this blog and the name of it's sister blog are to do with my sense of humour, which I hope to keep to the end, which appears to be ever more rapidly approaching. At least I laughed, and I laughed at the people who were destroying me. Don't forget that.

Here are my books, which I wrote for you if you would like to know more: http://www.lulu.com/spotlight/JJNP

Friday, 3 January 2014

lunchtime Friday 3rd

Hi,
Last night I didn't sleep until 1am, I am really an early to bed and early to rise person but I am so afraid of indoors that it is hard to settle.
So, I did sleep but as ever, it was full of nightmares, the only difference is, if I am here with my friends, I feel safe when I wake up, rather than staying in flashbacks, so that is good.

I did breakfast for everyone, and it reminded me of being a child again, doing breakfast for all my family.
Only back then I was a child in a large family, and all the tasks seemed so hard back then, ever since then, as an adult, domestic tasks seem so easy, but I am always nervous of doing food or drinks for people in case I get it wrong.

I have had a walk, but I had to shelter from gale-blown hailstorms, which are still raging.
I am just chilling out after lunch as it is stressy here as we have a party tonight, fortunately I know everyone, but pre-party house is too stressful for me, but I will clean the windows and put the lights up later.


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