Introduction

This is a merge of my 'Wanderer' blog that tells of two years of my three years on the streets, and a new blog that tells of my life after the Diocese of Winchester ripped through my life for for the last few years on top of the previous serious harm that left me homeless
This is a day to day blog of my life as I continue to survive, work on recovery and on the social problems that I have and try to come to terms with limitless traumas I have survived along the way.
This blog is in tandem with my blog about my experiences in the Church of England http://whatreallyhappenedinthechurch.blogspot.co.uk/

The former name of this blog and the name of it's sister blog are to do with my sense of humour, which I hope to keep to the end, which appears to be ever more rapidly approaching. At least I laughed, and I laughed at the people who were destroying me. Don't forget that.

Here are my books, which I wrote for you if you would like to know more: http://www.lulu.com/spotlight/JJNP

Thursday, 23 January 2014

Thursday Evening

Good evening,
I am really not feeling well.
Which is a pain because I have a long journey and an early start in the morning.
I really need to sleep and get up early.
The weather is going to be bad too :(

I wish someone could come and sit with me.
I get the shivers but my head is hot and my eyes keep drying out even with eye drops.
I want to go out and cool down but I am so tired and I felt weak when I went outside, I want to stay here but I feel hot and useless.
I can't achieve anything with my writing today and I just don't know what to do or where to go.

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