Introduction

This is a merge of my 'Wanderer' blog that tells of two years of my three years on the streets, and a new blog that tells of my life after the Diocese of Winchester ripped through my life for for the last few years on top of the previous serious harm that left me homeless
This is a day to day blog of my life as I continue to survive, work on recovery and on the social problems that I have and try to come to terms with limitless traumas I have survived along the way.
This blog is in tandem with my blog about my experiences in the Church of England http://whatreallyhappenedinthechurch.blogspot.co.uk/

The former name of this blog and the name of it's sister blog are to do with my sense of humour, which I hope to keep to the end, which appears to be ever more rapidly approaching. At least I laughed, and I laughed at the people who were destroying me. Don't forget that.

Here are my books, which I wrote for you if you would like to know more: http://www.lulu.com/spotlight/JJNP

Tuesday, 12 February 2013

Hi peeps,
Back at the shop I sorted all the new books out.
There was a sandwich there for me but I had had lunch at friendship group, so I saved the sandwich for tomorrow.

I went and cleared all my solid posessions out of the hedge and took them to store at the back of the shop and sorted out my bedding to make it less conspicuous in the hedge as the gardener had asked.
Tomorrow I will sort all my things from the hedge, I had been meaning to move and sort it for a long time.

When the shop closed we went to the recycling plant, which was a short drive away, and then we returned by the scenic route and I am watching tv while the others are busy and we will have supper soon. It is very cold outside.
I am temporarily domesticated but it makes me hot and restless and increases the flashbacks and distress and nightmares and I get hot and dry and bloaty at night. I am not good at indoors.

I am also having the recurring problem that my left foot is freezing! Here I am indoors and wearing thick thermal socks and that foot will not warm up! It also has a sore on it and my mouth is full of sore as well
:( grump grump.

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