Introduction

This is a merge of my 'Wanderer' blog that tells of two years of my three years on the streets, and a new blog that tells of my life after the Diocese of Winchester ripped through my life for for the last few years on top of the previous serious harm that left me homeless
This is a day to day blog of my life as I continue to survive, work on recovery and on the social problems that I have and try to come to terms with limitless traumas I have survived along the way.
This blog is in tandem with my blog about my experiences in the Church of England http://whatreallyhappenedinthechurch.blogspot.co.uk/

The former name of this blog and the name of it's sister blog are to do with my sense of humour, which I hope to keep to the end, which appears to be ever more rapidly approaching. At least I laughed, and I laughed at the people who were destroying me. Don't forget that.

Here are my books, which I wrote for you if you would like to know more: http://www.lulu.com/spotlight/JJNP

Thursday, 21 February 2013

Hey peeps,
excuse the blog being a mess for a while, I react badly to antibiotics and people telling me how to live.

Yesterday I went to MIND and talked through with them about my friend trying to tell me I had to forgive the church and they said that if my friend didn't even know what had happened between me and the church, then she should not intervene and forgiveness is a process and no one can tell me to do it.
MIND advised me to take time out, and that is why I caught a train and had time out with some boiled sweets in the cheerful bed and breakfast and sorted out my messy backpack and returned this morning.

Last night I sent an email to my friends, just as a courtesy to say all was well and they responded with delight.

This morning when I returned to town I went to the bookshop and chatted to my friends and left my bag there and went to counselling.
I still find counselling an endurance, but it was a bit easier this time, maybe.

Then I went back to the bookshop until closing time and read a book and also took 3 books as a load of new ones had come in.
My friends had asked if I was coming home, so I did.

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