Introduction

This is a merge of my 'Wanderer' blog that tells of two years of my three years on the streets, and a new blog that tells of my life after the Diocese of Winchester ripped through my life for for the last few years on top of the previous serious harm that left me homeless
This is a day to day blog of my life as I continue to survive, work on recovery and on the social problems that I have and try to come to terms with limitless traumas I have survived along the way.
This blog is in tandem with my blog about my experiences in the Church of England http://whatreallyhappenedinthechurch.blogspot.co.uk/

The former name of this blog and the name of it's sister blog are to do with my sense of humour, which I hope to keep to the end, which appears to be ever more rapidly approaching. At least I laughed, and I laughed at the people who were destroying me. Don't forget that.

Here are my books, which I wrote for you if you would like to know more: http://www.lulu.com/spotlight/JJNP

Friday, 16 January 2015

Friday morning

Good morning,

Well at the moment I am suffering anxiety and terrors at night and it affects me going to bed or getting to sleep, it is not fun.

It was late before I slept and I woke late this morning, apart from waking a few times in the night.
I had nightmares about my family. My family are dead to me and I to them, but when you grow up in a family and they shape the first and most important years of your life, I guess your subconscious never forgets them.

So anyway, I woke up to slightly better weather and a quiet day, I am supposed to go to some church thing later but apart from that, writing and a little trip to the local shop for loo rolls and milk is all I have to do.


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