This is a merge of my 'Wanderer' blog that tells of two years of my three years on the streets, and a new blog that tells of my life after the Diocese of Winchester ripped through my life for for the last few years on top of the previous serious harm that left me homeless
This is a day to day blog of my life as I continue to survive, work on recovery and on the social problems that I have and try to come to terms with limitless traumas I have survived along the way.
This blog is in tandem with my blog about my experiences in the Church of England

The former name of this blog and the name of it's sister blog are to do with my sense of humour, which I hope to keep to the end, which appears to be ever more rapidly approaching. At least I laughed, and I laughed at the people who were destroying me. Don't forget that.

Here are my books, which I wrote for you if you would like to know more:

Tuesday, 27 December 2016


Good morning,

The man on the radio said he had trouble remembering what day it is today.
It gets confusing at Christmas but despite the church making me out to be mad, I am perfectly orientated, it is Tusday 27th Dcember 2016, Bank Holiday.

Yesterday I went and supported the Boxing Day Swim, then I continued with my book work.
A strange man was hanging around and lurking. He rang the buzzer for my flat, I don't know if he rang any other buzzers but he hung around for hours. I was freaked out.

I got a photo of him and emailed it to the police and asked them if he was a crackpot or one of their wretched DCs or both. The police were not amused. However, there has been a murder nearby so he may have been a parasitic reporter.

Anyway, I worked way too hard and got the final book in the Wanderer Series published in tasteful pink. It is not my favourite book, the first Wanderer Book, where I was pretty much free of the Church and rebuilding a strange new life on the streets, is my favourite. The fifth and sixth Wanderer books descend into the sadness and madness of the church coming after me and destroying me again.

Here is the sixth book, it will be on Amazon in a few weeks, those of you who buy through Amazon.

Anyway, I published that last night after a few spats on twitter.
Firstly people thought I was supporting Nigel Farage because I said the Archbishop should shut up and resign. I assured them that neither man was in a position to preach, and all was well.

Then some trolls decided that I was all kinds of bad because I commented on their radical and firm doctrine that autism is linked to vaccines, I was all kinds of names and terrible things.
Reality is, if someone claims that vaccines cause autism, and they put that in the public domain, I feel that it is interesting to point out that I am diagnosed as high functioning autism but was never vaccinated and neither were my parents, my Dad was also autistic.

Apparently the people swearing and abusing me on twitter last night identify themselves as Christians. I hear that Jersey needs a new Dean, maybe I should send them an application form!
Haha, you've gotta love twitter. You meet all sorts on there.

Anyway, I had a bad night with nightmares and pain. I got up at 3.30am and got on with a book project which I want to complete today, which is asking a lot of myself but I need to move it out the way because I have work stacking up that needs finishing and this one is relatively unimportant.

I wrote for a few hours and then I drove down to the Great Ship Bay, it was cold with a starry sky, there was a dirty orange fingernail moon above the sodium lights of the ships on the bay, the tide was in and low waves roared along the shore.

I am home now and the dawn is beginning to light the sky, with pre-sunrise glow over the sea.

I need a hot shower now. And then I will resume my writing.

Tomorrow if my team mate has remembered, he will come and collect the bed and maybe other things and take them to the lockup and that is when the house move really begins.

Tomorrow I stop my book writing work and switch to university revision until the end of the holidays.

1 comment:

  1. I'm glad you had a reasonable Christmas and I know eactly what you mean about too much chocolate. I amy finished with The Wanderer Book 4 and am reading The Anything and Everything Book 1, I have really enjoyed all the books, you write very clearly and descriptively about your experiences and feelings. Happy New Year


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