Introduction

This is a merge of my 'Wanderer' blog that tells of two years of my three years on the streets, and a new blog that tells of my life after the Diocese of Winchester ripped through my life for for the last few years on top of the previous serious harm that left me homeless
This is a day to day blog of my life as I continue to survive, work on recovery and on the social problems that I have and try to come to terms with limitless traumas I have survived along the way.
This blog is in tandem with my blog about my experiences in the Church of England http://whatreallyhappenedinthechurch.blogspot.co.uk/

The former name of this blog and the name of it's sister blog are to do with my sense of humour, which I hope to keep to the end, which appears to be ever more rapidly approaching. At least I laughed, and I laughed at the people who were destroying me. Don't forget that.

Here are my books, which I wrote for you if you would like to know more: http://www.lulu.com/spotlight/JJNP

Wednesday, 3 July 2013

little steps

When Daddy lets go of his daughter's hand
and lets her walk her first few steps alone
That is a wonderful moment

Will you let me go?
sad as it is
let me walk alone?

I don't want to be
a child smothered by adults
again

I want to be me
I want to walk free
and leave the church behind me

let go of my hand
and let me step unsteadily
back into my own life

this is how life is
children grow up 
and walk alone

I am walking a different path now
a path of my own
away from you

please let me return 
to walking alone
small childlike steps

alone

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