This is a merge of my 'Wanderer' blog that tells of two years of my three years on the streets, and a new blog that tells of my life after the Diocese of Winchester ripped through my life for for the last few years on top of the previous serious harm that left me homeless
This is a day to day blog of my life as I continue to survive, work on recovery and on the social problems that I have and try to come to terms with limitless traumas I have survived along the way.
This blog is in tandem with my blog about my experiences in the Church of England

The former name of this blog and the name of it's sister blog are to do with my sense of humour, which I hope to keep to the end, which appears to be ever more rapidly approaching. At least I laughed, and I laughed at the people who were destroying me. Don't forget that.

Here are my books, which I wrote for you if you would like to know more:

Tuesday, 17 January 2017

Suicide Prevention

Do you know what has been the best suicide prevention for me, peeps?
Knowing that if I failed, the police would beat the shit out of me and lock me up as a punishment,
because no-one has updated them on the fact that suicide ceased to be a crime decades ago.

If you look at the suicide risk factors, I remain a high suicide risk.

The thing is, thankfully I am utterly alone in the world thanks to the Church of England, so no one has any idea of my state of mind, because I don't talk, I just stand my ground and wait for the church and their police and press to kill me.
I have no one to worry about me, and never will again. The Diocese shattered my relationships in 2010 and I have been utterly alone ever since.

Don't do it. If you ever consider suicide, remember, your life will never be as bad or as hopeless or as dark as mine.

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