Introduction

This is a merge of my 'Wanderer' blog that tells of two years of my three years on the streets, and a new blog that tells of my life after the Diocese of Winchester ripped through my life for for the last few years on top of the previous serious harm that left me homeless
This is a day to day blog of my life as I continue to survive, work on recovery and on the social problems that I have and try to come to terms with limitless traumas I have survived along the way.
This blog is in tandem with my blog about my experiences in the Church of England http://whatreallyhappenedinthechurch.blogspot.co.uk/

The former name of this blog and the name of it's sister blog are to do with my sense of humour, which I hope to keep to the end, which appears to be ever more rapidly approaching. At least I laughed, and I laughed at the people who were destroying me. Don't forget that.

Here are my books, which I wrote for you if you would like to know more: http://www.lulu.com/spotlight/JJNP

Thursday, 11 April 2013

Hi peeps,
Yesterday I spent most of my day in the library and when the library closed I was at a loss as it was pouring with rain.
I had a voucher for apple pie at McD's and a voucher for small fries, and I decided to have those separately so as to allow me more shelter time and less hunger time.
I got my apple pie and it was cold and there was nowhere to sit in McD's so I walked in the wain and ate my pie, there was nothing in the bins.
I sat in church briefly.

Then I walked some more, and got my fries and sat in McD's for a while,
In the end, defeated and sorrowful I crept into my porch and tucked in and cried myself to sleep as the rain hammered down outside.
I woke with a raging headache to remind me of caffeine withdrawal and dehydration etc, and crawled out into the rain and stashed my bags and headed for McD's, my money was in and I got a breakfast with tea and orange juice and my body was most relieved by this and I also took some co-codamol.

Then I went and sat in the coffee shop with my laptop for some time and had some decent tea and felt better.
Then I had a brief wash and went to poundland for the usual payday stuff, deodorant and shower gel and more ibuprophen.
and here I am.
It is raining still.
I am hoping to go to city later and get showered and launder my clothes. Please pray that I can.


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