My friends kindly let me sleep in the conservatory last night.
I woke up this morning feeling so much better, now I just have to work out how I am going to walk to town from here.
Once I am in town I will stay there, I feel so trapped and isolated here, and I don't belong in a house, I buzz about and disrupt things because houses make me ill and unhappy, I am having really bad flashbacks and I feel worthless.
It keeps raining, but all I can think is that when I get to town I will do my bins and see my friends.
I need my way of life, no matter what everyone wants for me.