Introduction

This is a merge of my 'Wanderer' blog that tells of two years of my three years on the streets, and a new blog that tells of my life after the Diocese of Winchester ripped through my life for for the last few years on top of the previous serious harm that left me homeless
This is a day to day blog of my life as I continue to survive, work on recovery and on the social problems that I have and try to come to terms with limitless traumas I have survived along the way.
This blog is in tandem with my blog about my experiences in the Church of England http://whatreallyhappenedinthechurch.blogspot.co.uk/

The former name of this blog and the name of it's sister blog are to do with my sense of humour, which I hope to keep to the end, which appears to be ever more rapidly approaching. At least I laughed, and I laughed at the people who were destroying me. Don't forget that.

Here are my books, which I wrote for you if you would like to know more: http://www.lulu.com/spotlight/JJNP

Friday, 2 September 2016

Friday

Good afternoon peeps.

Well it is show preparation day, I have just got home for lunch break and the rain is falling. Typical!
All that dry weather and now rain for show time.

I need to eat, my blood sugar is too low.

I am back on duty in a few hours, helping to book the entries in,  so I need to collect washing and post, I need to eat, and I need to do a slight adjustment to 'Breaking Silence' which is just about ready for publication.
Being back on show duty is freaky, another 'Going Backwards Forwards' moment.

I feel a bit woozy as I am back on 5HTP. I had been off it for a long time due to not affording it, and the last batch was a dud batch that made no difference, and then of course I had to survive the Bishop and Archbishop's press attack, no meds could help with that, but due to my low mood and insomnia, I am back on 5HTP, and I can feel it, it makes me woozy and tight-headed, a bit like a tension headache but not as bad.

You will be pleased to know that I am improving on my creative writing, my latest story made 5th place and was specifically commented upon in the competition comments, so it is definitely beneficial to keep taking part in these things. My previous story was read for 3rd place but didn't make it.


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