Introduction

This is a merge of my 'Wanderer' blog that tells of two years of my three years on the streets, and a new blog that tells of my life after the Diocese of Winchester ripped through my life for for the last few years on top of the previous serious harm that left me homeless
This is a day to day blog of my life as I continue to survive, work on recovery and on the social problems that I have and try to come to terms with limitless traumas I have survived along the way.
This blog is in tandem with my blog about my experiences in the Church of England http://whatreallyhappenedinthechurch.blogspot.co.uk/

The former name of this blog and the name of it's sister blog are to do with my sense of humour, which I hope to keep to the end, which appears to be ever more rapidly approaching. At least I laughed, and I laughed at the people who were destroying me. Don't forget that.

Here are my books, which I wrote for you if you would like to know more: http://www.lulu.com/spotlight/JJNP

Monday, 30 June 2014

Monday Evening 2

Well I put the washing on and went for a walk, came home, put the washing out.
A breezy clear evening with the sea roaring in the wind, lovely.
I wondered what it would be like to be sleeping outside, looking at the stars.
If this nightmare with the diocese and the tinpot island doesn't end soon,
I will likely end up as a rough sleeper to save my life again,
or I will end up dead.
Something has to give,
and there is only one of me and I am weak and beaten,
and those who have destroyed me and are destroying me,
are are undented and undentable,
unless there is a God of Justice and Truth,
and if so, I pray to Him, in Jesus Name,
for release from the destroying diocese and island.
Amen

I am just watching the end of 'Once More with Feeling'
and then it is bed time,
to wake with dread to another day of being destroyed.

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