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Good evening peeps,

Google has screwed blogger up and made it inaccessible, which is very frustrating.

Yesterday we had a good day at work, the wind didn't stop us and the rain was only showers.
I got to the Great Ship Bay at 8.10 and we were due to start at 8.30. but my team mate was already there, smoking a fag and watching the wild waves/

We worked well, and then I came home yesterday and was studying, but I got a horrible shock when an email from Bob Hill's email address came through,
That really wrecked my evening, but someone reassured me that Bob's account had been hacked, although that isn't reassuring really.

Anyway, today I woke up and was able to get up despite the impact of that, and I went to work.

I had a good day at work, the weather stayed good but cold and time seemed to pass quickly, I was working in the same area for the morning and afternoon and working alone, and it was nice.

I came home via the petrol station, and they had donuts for 50p a bag, so when I picked up donuts they asked if that was to be paid separately, because they know I am a self-employed gardener :)
I came home via the road that heads straight for the Great Hill and I got to see the most awesome sunset.
That's the thing about now, work starts when it gets light and finishes when dusk falls.

Anyway, when I got home it was almost time for my music lesson, which I have had, and it went well. I am watching Hollyoaks now.

I was devastated to see that the Church of England are still harming victims and glorifying themselves in the press. I wish that they could be banned from faking 'Independent Inquiries'.

Archbishop Abuse Case

Dear Editors, Press regulation authorities, Home Office, Safeguarding Boards and other recipients,

The Archbishop of Canterbury's corporation, the Church of England, is under investigation for systemic crimes against Children.

Some of those children died as children as a result or committed suicide as adults as a result of their abuse. All survivors are affected for life by what they endured.

I am a vulnerable adult Church abuse survivor who the Archbishop has publicly destroyed and discredited while falsely claiming, with the help of the press and media, that that the Church of England are very hot on safeguarding. The press and media buy this without question and broadcast it and mislead the general public, anguishing the voiceless survivors who know that the truth is very different.

I can assure you in truth that my experience is that the Church of England continue to fail to understand even the basics of safeguarding. No abuse survivor should ever have to fight for their life against the Church as I and others have.

I am disabled and with no support, so I have to earn a living despite being incapacitated by the Church.  My working day starts at 6am, 7 days a week, delivering newspapers. Unfortunately some people in my area still read the Daily Mail, so presumably some believe what is written in it.

Every time the Daily Mail or another paper offers a front page advertisement to the Church of England in the form of Archbishop Justin Welby, I am left ill and incapacitated and I can't do my work. If I have to stop work, I go hungry, it is as simple as that, and this has been made known to the Archbishop, safeguarding board and Lambeth Palace repeatedly.

The Press and media have been asked, and a complaint has gone to the IPSO that abuse victims should not have to endure the Church of England showing off while crimes of sexual assault by members of the Church are being investigated.

Nor should the Church have the inordinate power that leads to them being able to make press releases that are published without question, even at the expense of the Church's victims, as has happened in my case. No one challenges the Church publicly, they are reminiscent of a Dictatorship, their actions and press releases are not regulated, policed or monitored. 

They are a wealthy organization, inappropriately combining being a charity and a government department whilst being a domain of the wealthy middle class, the Church belongs in a bygone age where abuse of power in this way was almost acceptable, the Church is not a place for the vulnerable and it's exclusiveness isn't appropriate and isn't justified by it's low numbers of select members of society.

 How can middle class people understand abuse or conflicted middle class judges investigate abuse in an organization that they subscribe to, when they don't understand vulnerability or what abuse does to a person? Where can hurt, vulnerable and voiceless victims turn when the Church is in government and contains a large amount of the judges, lawyers and other officials who would oversee abuse complaints, most people have no chance of justice and most vulnerable people  would not know of the conflicts of interests, they would only know that they aren't granted justice.

The Archbishop has gone from very recently using the press and media to publicly discredit me and what I have suffered, to using the press and media to intervene in the Europe Debate, despite the Church of England's own rules forbidding clergy from influencing votes and elections. The Press and Media have published this without question and have done so while the church are under investigation for systemic sexual assaults on children.  Any other organization under such investigation would be ashamed and avoiding limelight, but Justin Welby is a desparate narcissist, greedy for attention, gobbling the limelight without closing his mouth or chewing.

But most seriously, in my case, a serious formal complaint of abuse has been made against him, to his own safeguarding board, who as yet, have failed to fulfil their duty of care in any way and are sitting on their hands with their mouths wide open as Welby continues to dance and shout ever more desparately. 

Justin Welby has a serious formal complaint of abuse of a vulnerable adult against him, which has been made to his own safeguarding team, who are obliged to investigate but appear unwilling of afraid to do so, the complaint has also gone to the Home Office.

This is because the police, social services and all other agencies are willing to act to protect the Church but not to protect one of their victims or challenge the Church. And the safeguarding team seem unable to do anything except suddenly actually start answering their hotline because the National Inquiry are Investigating the Church of England. Can you believe, the CofE safeguarding board have actually employed someone to answer their phone instead of it going to voicemail! Incredible, what if they start safeguarding as well?!

The Church have had inordinate power over the press and media and inappropriate influence in public affairs for too long, and no organisation that systemically abuses children sexually and in other ways has any right to such limelight.

One of the most amusing things about this case is that it has been presented to the Queen and 10 Downing Street because no authority or agency dares to stand up to the Church of England, and within weeks, there is the press and media, running pictures of the Archbishop with the Queen and Prime Minister, there is the Archbishop doing a sickly sweet 'tribute' to the Queen instead of receiving a reprimand from her. Do the Queen and Prime Minister uphold this narcissist and the damage he does and the abuse his Church are guilty of? Do they understand the distress caused to abuse survivors by the Archbishop's behaviour?

The Church's communications team and press team have received this complaint persistently in writing and by email and phone, and yet it continues. Obviously they have no regard whatsoever for the harm they do.

I would ask again for the press and media and the overseers of the press and media to make sure the Church's abuse of the press and media comes to an end. The use of front page headlines to discuss the Archbishop's personal life instead of news  earlier this year disgusted a lot of people, and today's headline of the Archbishop trying to use the press to tell the plebs or his church how to vote was not only against the Church of England's own legislation, it was deeply inappropriate. The Church are not yet in full power as a dictatorship over this country but they are trying very hard to be, with the help of the press and media. However, we are still a democracy for the moment, and we do still think for ourselves, and many many people on social media today will be angry and disgusted with the Archbishop abusing his power yet again.

On a lighter note, the Archbishop may well swing the vote by his headlines, he is despised and held in contempt enough to make his yes vote cause a surge of no votes that will leave Britain separated from the European Union. Excellent. 

If the Archbishop needs to go into politics, he needs to be elected to a genuine political party, the Church of England Party is not officially registered although they act as if they think they are.

The Church of England's inordinate power is a risk to the vulnerable in society, and we are going into the fourth year of their safeguarding board behaving inappropriately with regards my case, but they have over three years of evidence, even in the press and media indelibly, of the Archbishop and Bishop harming a vulnerable adult, and they have no choice but to investigate or be invalid as a safeguarding board. And even if they whitewash it, as is the tradition of the Church of England, they must act and while doing so, they need to ask the abusers to stop abusing the press.

There has been no investigation into my case, only whitewashes and public smearing of me.

The complaint will remain and will be escalated and escalated. In the meantime, however many years it takes, the safeguarding board are obliged to stop the Archbishop from furthering the harm he has done, ie his persistent abuse of the press and media and misleading of the general public. They are also obliged to ask the Archbishop to apologize publicly to me for years of whitewash conflicted reports and smearing and discrediting press releases with no consideration for my wellbeing or safety, and the injuries inflicted on me as a result. 

I know the Archbishop likes to 'apologize' publicly and emptily to vulnerable groups to make the Church look good, and that is always pre-meditated, in the press and media spotlight, and with no genuine concern or care for the groups that he is using for his apologies. For example he blared an apology in the press to the LGBT community, while the Bishop of Winchester was publicly dismissing a homosexual couple for being homosexual, and Queen's chaplain Gavin Ashenden was also publicly attacking homosexuals and conveniently forgetting that as a divorcee clergyman, he has no credibility in the context of the Bible. 

But in my case, The Archbishop and his Church appear to think that their public harm to me is acceptable, after their original 'show' apology to me, they have destroyed me solidly and relentlessly. They won't apologize if it means they are held responsible. 

I have asked and will continue to ask for an independent investigation into what has happened to me in the Church of England, from the abuse and prejudice to the cover-ups and lies and whitewash reports to the abuse of me through the press by the Church and the hate attacks against me as a result of the church abusing my case. Could Graham Tilby and Jane Dodds of the National safeguarding board of the Church of England please start responding appropriately and stop making excuses for the Church?

Just to forestall the Safeguarding board's misleading response to this. They will claim that they 'invited me to meet with them'.

The Church do box ticking meetings if someone persists in complaining. I have refused a meeting because the offer came while the same safeguarding board was looking on as I was harmed in the press as well as being contacted by a Bishop who has behaved so shamefully and harmfully that I took him to court. 

The safeguarding board not only kept allowing this Bishop to distress me by contacting me despite my court action  against him, they claimed that 'The Church didn't mean to hurt me' and the contact 'wasn't meant to hurt me'. Can you see how ridiculous that is? I took the Bishop to court for fun did I? A litigant in person, no access to legal aid or representation, a destroyed vulnerable adult, terrified and sick with distress, up against a church lawyer who lied, a vulnerable adult forced to fight for her life alone, and the safeguarding board don't understand why contact from that Bishop is wrong, distressing and a serious safeguarding issue! Especially as that Bishop has continued to harm me and mislead the press despite the court order!  A meeting is not an option while the safeguarding board fail to protect me or even genuinely acknowledge or action my complaints. They have the evidence, it is extremely prolific and available widely.

This letter is sent cc the National Safeguarding Board of the Church of England, who by now, will have had to inform the Archbishop that a serious formal complaint with evidence has been made against him and the church, they are thus obliged also to ensure that while he is under investigation and while the Church are under investigation for hundreds, even thousands of sexual assaults, the Archbishop ceases to harm their victims by abusing the press, especially abusing the press to harm one of their victims.

Also, Jane Dodds and Graham Tilby, please make sure the Archbishop's breach of Church laws in interfering publicly in the Europe vote is referred to the correct department and that he is disciplined. In the end, someone is going to view the records of your action or inaction.

Interestingly the scorn of the Archbishop on social media brought up another of his press spin matters, his pretence that he was going to house migrants at Lambeth Palace - what - as  slaves?  The Church of England have a secret apartheid policy against the vulnerable, the vulnerable are not welcome on church property, this hurts and isolates the vulnerable and I have suffered it and been injured by it, secretly excluded. isn't it time the Church of England were policed instead of being the dictatorship in our democracy? The Safeguarding Board have failed for many years to answer me about this apartheid, which undoubtedly increases abuse but is there for the Church's insurance purposes. Do you know they even dismiss clergy who become vulnerable through illness or injury? Several have contacted me about this.

The Church of England was founded on adultery and has never improved on that, and it has no place in society any more, especially not as a lawless dictatorship that no-one challenges. The Daily Mail, Telegraph and BBC especially should be ashamed to keep publishing Justin Welby's advertisements without any censorship or thought for his victims.

Thank you for reading this. This will now be published online. Most vulnerable people and survivors are voiceless, I am nearly voiceless, but I can write, and through my writing, I speak for the voiceless vulnerable and survivors if they would like my voice to be heard as theirs.

JJ

Further Correspondence with the Bishop of Winchester

Dakin, 

You will stop emailing and go to hell now Bishop Dakin you pathetic spineless deceitful corrupt coward, you will stop harassing me or I will contact the police, via letter, to the Chief constable, do you understand me? Your money to buy police, courts, lawyers, press etc will only stretch so far, you do not have the same limitless power that the Jersey Deanery have and I know it so  go to hell and stop attacking a vulnerable adult and I PROMISE YOU, I WILL BRING YOU TO JUSTICE IF YOU CONTINUE TO DEFAME AND ATTACK ME, I PROMISE YOU, WITH MY LAST BREATH I WILL BRING YOU AND YOUR KINGDOM OF DECEIT AND LIES AND ABUSE OF POWER DOWN.

IS THAT FULLY UNDERSTOOD?! I won't stop until you are silent, even if it takes my last breath.

NO CONSENT IS OR HAS BEEN GIVEN FOR YOU TO DEFAME ME WITH WHITEWASH REPORTS, I HAVE ASKED A COURT OF LAW TO RESTRAIN YOU, WHAT PART OF THAT DO YOU FAIL TO UNDERSTAND THE SIGNIFICANCE OF? A VULNERABLE AND BROKEN PERSON HAVING TO FIGHT FOR THEIR LIFE AGAINST A LEGAL SYSTEM THAT YOU OWN, IN ORDER TO PRESERVE THEIR LIFE? IN THE END THAT LEGAL SYSTEM WILL HAVE TO PROTECT ME OR MY BONES AND WILL HAVE TO BRING YOU TO JUSTICE.

YOU HAVE DECIDED TO ATTACK ME AGAIN TODAY SO LETS MAKE THIS THE FIGHT TO THE DEATH, SHALL WE? BECAUSE I CAN'T GO ON SUFFERING ANY MORE.  I WILL FIGHT YOU TO MY LAST BREATH AND EVERY ATTACK THAT YOU MAKE BRINGS YOUR END AND MINE NEARER.

ANYONE READING THIS, PLEASE ENSURE THAT I AM PROTECTED FROM THIS CRIMINAL BISHOP AND HIS ABUSE OF POWER TO ATTACK MY CHARACTER! 

DAKIN, WITHDRAW YOUR ATTACK OR I WILL FILE WITH THE COURT STRAIGHT AWAY.

DAKIN, IN 2013 I MADE A COMPLAINT TO THE POLICE ABOUT YOU, IT STILL STANDS AND IF YOU EMAIL AGAIN I WILL REFRESH THAT COMPLAINT VIA EVERY SENIOR MEMBER OF THE POLICE FORCE IN THIS COUNTRY, YOU WILL STOP. I will not stop until you are silent. You have decided to destroy my university studies again so I will give up my life to ensure you are removed.

This email is CC the authorities and witnesses that the last one was also circulated to, and this will also be posted on my blogs.

Time I came out from the shadow of the unchristian church of england's condemnation of me and destroyed my destroyers. I may die but I am tired of living broken and in fear of repeat attacks.

Does your email contain petty threats like before and if so, shall I post the last lot of your THREATS online for the world to see?

I have a lot to post if you don't SHUT THE HELL UP AND STOP HARASSING ME.

To all witnesses, the Bishop of Winchester is now blocked from emailing me and I will be treating his correspondence as harassment and will take full action against him and Welby despite their abuse of power of courts, judges and lawyers unless his attacks stop. If he defames me with whitewashes, he does so with full knowledge not only of what he is doing but also that he is breaking the law.

Dakin I am going to play a game to see how far I can circulate my response to your attacks today.

Please resign immediately.

By the way, have you told the Jersey press that you have apologized to me and not the Dean? Hang on, let me do that for you.

     

HG

An 'Apology from the Bishop of Winchester'! F*ck that for a joke!

Dear Spammer/Bishop Dakin,

I have received an incongruent and worrying email claiming to be from the Bishop of Winchester and enclosing an 'apology'.

Firstly, the Bishop of Winchester is a deceitful and arrogant man who does not apologize except for show. Secondly this apology, fake or 'real' warns me that the Bishop has or is going to attack or defame me, that is what his original 'apologies' were about, thirdly, an apology is not going to put this right. After the fake apologies that launched the attack on my life that has destroyed me over again, the use of the word 'apology' by the Church of England is a sick joke. They apologize profusely to most vulnerable groups while attacking them

Dakin, remember I took you to court in an effort to save my life? You are not allowed to release any material about me without my consent and agreement, especially not the defamatory whitewash Steel rubbish. Please take this as a re-iteration of my warnings to you and court action against you. You have not given 40 days notice for your whitewash nor discussed it's content, thus you will be facing arrest if you are or have released any lies about me or any MORE BREACHES OF THE DATA PROTECTION ACT! Do you understand me? You are to make a redaction and apology immediately if you have, and if not, do not because I will fight you until my heart fails me. You misrepresent God as something evil and I hate you for that.

You have sent me into traumatic distress at a crucial time, I have my end of year exams at the moment. You stupid stupid wicked man, resign, don't fake apologise, resign. An apology will never undo the damage that you have done, nothing will. 

Further to that, I do not see the email sent as genuine but as  a malicious spam. But if it was from you, I do not accept your apology, I think you are a wicked and deceitful and self-serving liar and I want you to apologize publicly through the press and media you harmed me with and I want you to resign and I want you to MAKE SURE EVERY WRONGDOER IN THE JERSEY AND WINCHESTER MATTER IS DEALT WITH. ARE YOU OUT OF YOUR MIND, 'APOLOGIZING'?! WHO THE HELL THOUGHT UP THIS LATEST STUNT?!?!??!?

Also the Bishop made a promise to pay for my accommodation, in 2013, he can send that to my Jersey email paypal, backdated from then until now, along with a million pounds compensation for the horrific defamation and psychological damage. AND HE CAN PUT RIGHT ALL THE HARM HE HAS DONE AND UNTIL THEN HIS APOLOGY IS NOT ACCEPTED, TRY AGAIN WHEN THE CRIMINALS HE SPONSORED TO DESTROY ME PUBLICLY HAVE FACED JUSTICE, EVERY LAST ONE AND THE BISHOP HIMSELF.

I CANNOT BEGIN TO EXPRESS MY FURY AT THIS.

THE BISHOP'S FAKE APOLOGY, WHICH I HAVE NOT OPENED AS IT IS HARASSMENT, IS NOT ACCEPTED AND IS SEEN AS ONLY AN EFFORT TO COUNTER MY RECENT CORRESPONDENCE WITH THE NATIONAL CHILD ABUSE INQUIRY, 10 DOWNING STREET, THE QUEEN AND OTHERS OVER THE CHURCH'S SHAMELESS BEHAVIOUR.

DAKIN, YOU ARE TO DESTROY THE STEEL REPORT AND ALL OTHER LYING WHITEWASHES, YOU ARE TO MAKE A LIST OF EACH AND EVERY PERSON I HAVE BEEN DEFAMED TO BY VIEWINGS OF THE STEEL REPORT AND YOU ARE TO PRESENT IT AT THE COURT WHEN I RETURN YOU TO COURT, DO YOU UNDERSTAND ME, YOU WICKED MAN? DO YOU UNDERSTAND ME?!

RESIGN. THIS IS GOING TO BE PUBLISHED AND SENT TO EVERYONE WHO RECEIVED MY RECENT CORRESPONDENCE.

YOU WICKED MAN, DISRUPTING MY UNIVERSITY AGAIN, YOU WICKED WICKED MAN. I CURSE YOUR TENURE AT WOLVSLEY AND COMMAND IN JESUS NAME THAT YOU LEAVE!

it is very obvious from the massive increase in blog stats that you have or are attacking me through your whitewashes and I am going to take you to court and I am going to force you out of my home town before you KILL another vulnerable person. You have committed crimes and you are to pay for that. You were so eager to have me vilified as a vulnerable adult fighting back, and yet you abuse your power and break the law and get away with it. That is not just and it is not Christian. I do NOT accept your apology. RESIGN. AND BEFORE YOU DO, RECOMPENSE ME AND GIVE ME A VOICE IN THE PRESS AND MEDIA THAT YOU MANIPULATED AGAINST ME! 

(WHAT DOES LUTHER-PENDRAGON ADVISE NOW? A QUICK TRIP TO THE LODGE FOR AN EMERGENCY MEETING?)

Now lets see you do this 'apology' as publicly as your press attacks and lies, and lets see you do this apology with a redaction of the slurs on me in the same press and media and lets see you call an independent inquiry and a public annulment of the Steel report. 

If you can't, then your apology is another lie. 

Make sure I am contacted for a list of people I have a formal complaint against and make sure this time they are dealt with without fear or favour, too much to ask of from the Church of England so call an independent inquiry, you need to be investigated especially for perverting the course of justice, along with Fisher, who merits a lengthy prison sentence for her actions.

This email is CC the National Child abuse Inquiry, 10 Downing Street, Lambeth Palace and all other interested parties.

  

  

HG