The Churchwarden

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Sunday Night

Hey peeps,

Well this morning wasn't good because I couldn't stop vomiting and I hadn't got much in me to vomit, so it was all blood and bile coming up, which is not nice. Well no vomit is nice.
It has been a hard day, one of the neighbours has been so noisy and he doesn't like being asked to be quiet.
I have stopped vomiting, I have been able to eat and drink, and what I have coughed is clear of blood. Good.
I tried to sleep earlier but I couldn't. I tried to do some assignment work and wasn't much more successful with that.

My old lady from round the corner phoned and told me all about it, which was nice, she knows everything. She thinks I my ancestry is a distinguished Russian family, well that would explain why I like the cold and not the heat. She has been asked to do a history column in the local, and I hope she does, I like history because it is nice and boring and you never get to the end of it.

As my landlord and former therapist know, I am a big fan of boring, I like everything to be very boring and I like to be boring as well. Life should read like a wafer, sleep, eat, work, Hollyoaks, sleep. Lets keep things boring!

The princess diaries is on but I have my earplugs in because the neighbour is being a sod. I have never mentioned his noise before because I like to chat to you, not grumble, but I have had a horrifyingly difficult few days and I have lost the plot for the moment.

Max is running but he needs work done, but his best friend will do that when he gets home from holiday.  The police caused me major disruption on Friday and I started spitting up blood again at the same time.
Saturday, although I went and did the exam, was a very painful and miserable day, and in the evening although I went down to North Walls, I decided not to stay for the fireworks and I was so ill that I nearly didn't stay for the parade as well, I literally was so ill that I didn't think I could. But that firebrand is my prayer for hope and justice and my joining in unison with all the hearts who love Winchester.

I didn't get you any North Walls pictures this year, none at all, and if the church and police continue, then this was my last North Walls.
I went down there, tired and shaky, and gathered with the others, it was the usual, except less sellers of brands this year, only two or three, and it was a very cold evening and I felt cold and sick and tired.
I got my brand at about 6.15 but as usual the parade was slow starting, so I made my way up to the top of high street as I couldn't keep still.
I stood outside GodBegot and watched the brands, and eventually the flashing lights started moving up.
I joined the parade up near the top of High Street, started the walk up and then crossed the road to watch the parade streaming up the high street, it was as spectacular as usual, the fact that there were fewer sellers didn't seem to have diminished the brands, all the way down to King Alfred and over the broadway, the brands in their thousands and thousands were marching, and it brought tears to my eyes.
Winchester! My Heart! My Home! My Heritage! 

One thing you should always do along the way is stop and look back at the brands, it is amazing.

I walked round, thinking as usual that I was well back, until I looked back at the thousands of people behind me. We got to City Road and as usual you get the angry aristocrats, the bus drivers having a fag and everyone caught out by forgetting it's North Walls, all queuing back onto Stockbridge Road and Andover Road. Haha.

I walked round but stopped before the Leisure Centre, thinking I would watch the parade pass, but haha, it doesn't zip past in five minutes, 20 minutes later the brands were still marching and I was getting too cold, some people were heading back up Hyde Street to go round again, so I went back with them but didn't go back round, I just stood on City road as the brands kept coming and coming.
Awesome. My dear darling beloved Winchester, that is my communion with you, the brands, the spirit of our city, which one day I will win back as my home when Dakin and his Diocese are destroyed and the evil is vanquished.

I was too ill to stay any longer so I went to get Max, someone had illegally parked and blocked me in, so it was hard to get Max. I struggled badly but got us out unscathed, and we set off on the long journey home. I realised that I have basically had a minor breakdown and stopped coping. But I didn't realise how ill I was until this morning when I had to get up and vomit and couldn't stop vomiting and the blood that came up with it. Not good.

Those of you who have read my book 'Breaking Silence' will recognize my North Walls Anthem:

Some watch from St. Giles Hill

Some gather early on the Broadway

The excitement grows, the tension mounts

The evening draws and dusk falls

The brave or reckless light their brands first

When else can you walk around with fire in town?

The oldies like tell us of when it was at the Arbour not North Walls

But to us it's North Walls

The crowds are gathering, the Broadway is alive

More brands now, more noise, it's nearly time

Now we light our brands and we keep the good luck tradition

Of seeing how many people will light their brands from ours

Now here come the band, slow and late as usual

And eventually we start to move

Some people walk up the high street

Some cut through onto St George's Street

From the top of the High Street I look back

The flaming brands go back all the way along the High Street

Thousands of people are walking behind us

And more ahead

I raise my firebrand to salute my Home City

Winchester, my heart, my home, my heritage

Nothing they can do will take you away from me!

Winchester! My heart, my home, my heritage!

New Open Letter to the Bishop of Winchester, Bishop Tim Dakin

12/05/2016

Formal letter of Warning to Bishop Tim Dakin.

Dear Bishop Dakin,

This letter does not annul previous letters, it re-iterates and reinforces them.

Incredibly I nearly wrote to you a few weeks ago to ask you not to attack me during my exams, but because I was becoming accustomed to stony silence from you (which was no bad thing) I decided to chance it and not waste another letter.

  The fact that it had been six months since the last attack rather than the usual four both worried and reassured me. 

But I am aware that while I live and the Diocese stands, the attacks will not stop, which is why I am writing to remind you of my formal warnings to you and the court action which I will repeat more powerfully if you do not desist from harming me. In the end, my life is at stake and your career is at stake, which of us is going to fight more desperately?

Let me be clear in what I am asking. What you have done to me is evil and cannot be either absolved or repaired through an apology, which, knowing you, has not been made for the right reasons but will undoubtedly be motivated by other people, deceit, PR or some reason that does not relate to your sorrow for your abominable behaviour. Had your repentance or genuine remorse been a factor, then actions would have accompanied your apology, including a press release and a statement of redaction of your whitewash reports.

If you continue to cause disruptions which cause breakdowns of my health, work, accommodation, studies and relationships then I will continue action against you until you stop or are removed.  Your actions are destroying me.

And if you were in any organization other than the Church of England you would have already been dismissed, the Church are incredibly lawless and psychopathic in what they allow, condone and refuse to deal with among their clergy.

To me, after what you have done, a message from you, claiming to be an 'apology' is just an attack. It is woefully, pitifully inadequate to 'apologise' by email, and it is not accompanied by any atonement or resolution, and thus you are not apologizing because you are not taking responsibility.

I hold you responsible for my poor health and my situation of living in fear of your whitewash Gladwin and Steel reports and that contemptible whitewash by the conflicted Stewart Gull, Glenys Johnstone, Ian Gorst and Jane Fisher. I charge you with the responsibility of annulling these reports publicly, and if you can't, then what exactly are you 'apologizing' for?

Your apology is not accepted until or unless the wrongdoers in my case face justice, and as I have said, please make sure a list of my complaints is taken, it is exhaustive both in names and in crimes and misconducts, let me start you on a list of examples including Diocesan and Bishops staff, clergy, laity, Churchwardens and others:

• ·        Joyce Cockell - perversion of the course of justice, dishonesty leading to harm to a vulnerable adult, false testimony,  safeguarding failures, breaches of the data protection act, etc
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• ·        Gavin Foster and Martyn Sanders, the same as Joyce Cockell
• ·        Jane Fisher - the same as Joyce Cockell, and Bitterne Parish and the Bishop of Southampton for upholding her and leaving the congregation open to her abuse.
• ·        Helen Gunner, the same as Fisher and Cockell
• ·        All Diocesan staff involved in the perversion of the course of justice, deliberate harm to a homeless and destroyed vulnerable adult and lies to police and courts between 2010 and 2011.
• And:
• ·        Bob Key,
• ·        Gavin Ashenden
• ·        Tracy Bromley
• ·        Mark and Teri Bond
• ·        Judith Davey
• ·        Phil and Heather Warren and relatives
• ·        Paul Brooks
• ·        David and Bridget Shaw
• ·        Ian LeMarquand
• ·        Neville Brooks
• ·        John and Sue Harkin
• ·        Mike and Lindy Taylor
• ·        Peter Ould
• ·        Philip and William Bailhache
• ·        George and Jill Lihou and associated facilitators of their harm to me
• ·        Jon and Anna Honor
• ·        Michael Birt
• ·        Gerard LeFeuvre
• ·        David Capps
• ·        Robb and Janet Averty and all assistive protectors and facilitators
• ·        Juliet and Fred Montague and all assistive protectors and facilitators
• ·        Margaret Fowkes
• ·        Jill Aussant
• ·        Jennifer and David Brown
• ·        Tim Sledge
• ·        Jax Machin
• ·        Juli Wills
• ·        Julie Wallman
• ·        Bruce Willings
• ·        Glenys Johnstone
• ·        Stewart Gull
• ·        Heather Steel
• ·        John Gladwin
• ·        Christine Daly
• ·        Hampshire social services
• ·        Justin Welby
• ·        John Sentamu
• ·        Trevor Willmott
• ·        Daphne Green
• ·        Mark Hedley
• ·        Batt-Broadbent
• ·        Luther-Pendragon
• Paul Handley and Madaliene Davies
• ·        Paul Townsend and all clergy and members of Winchester Churches together who aided Fisher and Scott-Joynt in Destroying me to cover up for themselves on my return homeless and destroyed to Winchester in 2010.
• ·        Elizabeth Hall, Jane Fisher, Jill Sandham, Paul Butler - on the understanding that they have already faced action but I do not know if they will continue to be a risk to the vulnerable.
• ·        All others who have been involved in harm to me but who's names escape me or are not known to me.
• Some not named out of courtesy
• ·        All authorities in Jersey who have harmed me or protected people who have harmed me. Including the Lieutenant-Governor, your lawyer, judiciary, States members - memorably Juliette Gallichan and friends, and all doctors and support services and professionals who harmed me for Jane Fisher or because of her interventions, not least Autism Jersey, Victim Support, Mental Health Advocacy and the Grace Trust.
• ·        All members of the press and media, especially Matthew Price, who the church protected when he destroyed his clergy wife and then he repaid the favour by destroying me for the Church in 2009.

 As I have mentioned this list is exhaustive and includes EVERY corrupt or brutal police officer, judge, lawyer, member of clergy, laity and Bishop's staff and member of the public who has harmed me, slandered me or caused me distress or isolation or shame or pain.

Unfortunately you are entirely liable, as Bishop of Winchester and as the Bishop who destroyed me publicly. I would like you to refrain from further harm to me and instead start work on your legal and disciplinary action against the people in this list.

You are to ensure that the Jersey Deanery are adequately reprimanded for their dangerous, deceitful and unChristian behaviour as well as the Winchester and Andover Deaneries. And also you are liable to ensure that they are trained in safeguarding and inclusion as it has been clear from the continued and relentless attacks that they have no understanding of safeguarding, abuse or vulnerable or marginalised people. Thus the risk of abuse and cover up remain high.

I look forward to witnessing your work and making sure you have my evidences, and receiving the genuine apologies of those named above along with your genuine apology in due course as well as recompense, clearing of my name and the assurance that I can live in peace, safety and freedom from fear.

Sincerely,

HG

Thursday

Good morning peeps,

I am now suffering severe relapse and surveying the damage of being contacted by the Bishop of Winchester.

I regret not acting on the faint Bob Hill thought that I had the other week, of writing to the church and warning them not to disrupt my exams. I did consider it, I nearly did it, but the church don't listen to me, and I was so busy, I didn't. And as a result my studies are catastrophically disrupted. Yesterday's shock meant I missed the most important tutorial of the year that was for guidance on my biggest end of term paper. But that prat at Winchester doesn't care, he has been advised by PR and The Powers That Be, to fake an apology and thus pretend everything is alright. It isn't alright. Sally, does he always fake it? I know he is an impotent Bishop as well as him being a lesbian, but...

As those of you who know me will have noticed, I went into relapse as a result of witnessing a serious road accident while preparing for a major exam and then making a long journey to take the exam. The relapse has been doubled as a result of that prat at Winchester and I am really unwell now, I can't work when I am this sick and it makes living hard. I suppose the Bishop doesn't give a damn about that as long as he can tell whatever idiot told him to 'apologise' that he has apologized.
Nothing has changed, it is the same deceit and PR as before.
But relapse or no relapse, I am going to slam against the Church of England with every atom of my soul until they stop.
I may be like Sampson bringing the pillars of the temple down as he died, but I will bring that Godless Corporation, the Diocese of Winchester down as they kill me.
This is a pledge and with no doubt that they do not intend to stop attacking me, this is what will happen, I will have my teeth in their throat as I die.

It is raining again, and my customer has just sent a text to move the gardening to next week. Phew, I am not fit to work, so the rain and the customers being proactive makes me look less unfit for work.

Well peeps, welcome to the hellmouth, there is no good to come of this, none.

Further Correspondence with the Bishop of Winchester

Dakin, 

You will stop emailing and go to hell now Bishop Dakin you pathetic spineless deceitful corrupt coward, you will stop harassing me or I will contact the police, via letter, to the Chief constable, do you understand me? Your money to buy police, courts, lawyers, press etc will only stretch so far, you do not have the same limitless power that the Jersey Deanery have and I know it so  go to hell and stop attacking a vulnerable adult and I PROMISE YOU, I WILL BRING YOU TO JUSTICE IF YOU CONTINUE TO DEFAME AND ATTACK ME, I PROMISE YOU, WITH MY LAST BREATH I WILL BRING YOU AND YOUR KINGDOM OF DECEIT AND LIES AND ABUSE OF POWER DOWN.

IS THAT FULLY UNDERSTOOD?! I won't stop until you are silent, even if it takes my last breath.

NO CONSENT IS OR HAS BEEN GIVEN FOR YOU TO DEFAME ME WITH WHITEWASH REPORTS, I HAVE ASKED A COURT OF LAW TO RESTRAIN YOU, WHAT PART OF THAT DO YOU FAIL TO UNDERSTAND THE SIGNIFICANCE OF? A VULNERABLE AND BROKEN PERSON HAVING TO FIGHT FOR THEIR LIFE AGAINST A LEGAL SYSTEM THAT YOU OWN, IN ORDER TO PRESERVE THEIR LIFE? IN THE END THAT LEGAL SYSTEM WILL HAVE TO PROTECT ME OR MY BONES AND WILL HAVE TO BRING YOU TO JUSTICE.

YOU HAVE DECIDED TO ATTACK ME AGAIN TODAY SO LETS MAKE THIS THE FIGHT TO THE DEATH, SHALL WE? BECAUSE I CAN'T GO ON SUFFERING ANY MORE.  I WILL FIGHT YOU TO MY LAST BREATH AND EVERY ATTACK THAT YOU MAKE BRINGS YOUR END AND MINE NEARER.

ANYONE READING THIS, PLEASE ENSURE THAT I AM PROTECTED FROM THIS CRIMINAL BISHOP AND HIS ABUSE OF POWER TO ATTACK MY CHARACTER! 

DAKIN, WITHDRAW YOUR ATTACK OR I WILL FILE WITH THE COURT STRAIGHT AWAY.

DAKIN, IN 2013 I MADE A COMPLAINT TO THE POLICE ABOUT YOU, IT STILL STANDS AND IF YOU EMAIL AGAIN I WILL REFRESH THAT COMPLAINT VIA EVERY SENIOR MEMBER OF THE POLICE FORCE IN THIS COUNTRY, YOU WILL STOP. I will not stop until you are silent. You have decided to destroy my university studies again so I will give up my life to ensure you are removed.

This email is CC the authorities and witnesses that the last one was also circulated to, and this will also be posted on my blogs.

Time I came out from the shadow of the unchristian church of england's condemnation of me and destroyed my destroyers. I may die but I am tired of living broken and in fear of repeat attacks.

Does your email contain petty threats like before and if so, shall I post the last lot of your THREATS online for the world to see?

I have a lot to post if you don't SHUT THE HELL UP AND STOP HARASSING ME.

To all witnesses, the Bishop of Winchester is now blocked from emailing me and I will be treating his correspondence as harassment and will take full action against him and Welby despite their abuse of power of courts, judges and lawyers unless his attacks stop. If he defames me with whitewashes, he does so with full knowledge not only of what he is doing but also that he is breaking the law.

Dakin I am going to play a game to see how far I can circulate my response to your attacks today.

Please resign immediately.

By the way, have you told the Jersey press that you have apologized to me and not the Dean? Hang on, let me do that for you.

     

HG